Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 21

Blaire

His lips was all I needed. I had no idea how much I missed him. I hugged him as tight as I could. I thought I had to die. "Let's get out of here." James almost wispered. He had a smile on his face which showed me, that he was happy that he found me. I nodded and took his hand. We walked upstairs, but the flames where everywhere. "James, we can't go out there." I said, and again there was panic inside of me. "Hey, Blaire, we will get out here, okay? Together!" James said and stroked my tears away. We ran through the flames. And suddenly, there was an explosion and I fell on my knee. "Blaire, are you okay?" James asked, tried to help me up. "Ouch!" I said. My knee was bleeding and hurtful. And again, panic took me. But James was calm, at least he seemed to be. He liftet me up in his arms. "James, no. I can walk. You can't carry me." I said. I was afraid that he was too slow with me. "Shh" James wispered and kissed me again. He ran to the door. he said he came from there. I snuggled into his shoulder. I just felt that the air wasn't that thin anymore. I risked a look and saw that we were almost outside.

As we were standing outside the firemen tried to control the fire. James let me down, carefully. We breathed fast and hard. Our faces and clothes were black. And suddenly everything came out. I cried and throw myself into his arms. The only place I felt safe. He hold me tight, rested his head on mine. "Shh shh, we're safe." he wispered. But I cried. After minute which felt like hours, I looked up. I saw that James had tears rolling down as well. I stroked them away. "I thought I lost you." he wispered. And again I cried. The feeling that we both could've been dead by now. It killed me.

"Blaire!" "James!" People yelled behind us. And as soon as I realised I was in Brandon's arms. Matt and Lola hugged James. We talked about what happened inside and outside. James pulled me away from the others and said: "Okay, I'll be honest with you. I would like to have you the night at my place. I, uhm, I need you, right now.". He sounded so despread. "Okay" I wispered and smiled. And again I hugged him tight. James sighed, he was happy that I agreed.

I sat down on James bed and he seemed to be nervous. "Uhm, do you wanna eat something? And you should drink a lot. Are you really feeling okay?" he stuttered. "Come here." I said. It took a few moments until he finally sat down. I stroked his cheek. "Calm down, we're alive and I'm here." I said in a soft voice. "I know, I was just so scared." he mentioned and closed his eyes as I stroked his cheek. "Honestly, I'm really hungry. Can I take a shower and you order chinese? And then we watch a movie?" I asked him. "Of course. I give you a tshirt, okay?" I agreed.

When I came back, James took a shower as well, but he was faster. The bed was ready for us, just the light on his night stand was on. The huge room looked so comfortable. "There you are." James said and smiled at me. I smiled back and walked to the side of his bed. "So what do you wanna eat?" he asked. I sat down on the bed. I guess he ordered everything. We ate and watched 'Gossip Girl'. The thought it might be funny, and it was. 

After dinner we were lying in bed. I was in his arms, my cheek on his chest. "I was so scared that I lost you Blaire." James said and stroking my back. I turned that I could face him. "I was scared that I won't see you again, James." I wispered. He leaned in and kissed me softly. "We should try to sleep a little. Maybe you feel better, tomorrow." he said and kissed me again. I snuggled closer to him and he told as tight as never before.

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Both really needed each other and James changed. Did you see it? What do you think? xoxo