I felt tears running down my cheek after we did what we did he turned around and had sex with another girl.
Are you freaking kidding me??
"Can I borrow this for a minute" my breathing got out of control now. She nodded my head and I stormed out of the meeting and too the place clayton was staying.
Clayton's POV
After Lyla left late last night I smiled it's all part of plan. I was planning her a romantic dinner and I knew brining up the topic of leaving would make her leave so I could go to the city and shop for her dress and other stuff. I was driving home, tapping the wheel and whistling. I pulled up to my place, got out the car and went to my room. When I opened the door sadness hit my face. I seen Lyla sitting on the edge of the bed, her eyes pink and puffy, nose stuffy and her cheeks flushed with redness.
"Lyla baby what's wrong" I kneeled in front of her. She shook her head and took a deep breath before slapping me across the face. I fell to the ground holding my face. She got up and threw the phone at me.
"What the hell!?!?" I yelled. She paced back and forth.
"Look at the Damn picture clayton it's obviously you- how could you do that to me" she yelled.
"FIRST OFF I HAVE FREAKING IDEA WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT I JUST HAPPEN TO COME IN AND MY GIRLFRIEND KNOCKED THE BLUSH OF MY FACE FOR WHAT OH GEE I DONT KNOW!!!" I grew angry now, my eyes started turning dark. She motioned me to the phone and when I picked it up I almost wanted to laugh.
"You think this is funny" she questioned me. I quickly wipe off that face and became serious. "Let's laugh when I'm no longer your girlfriend" she grabbed her bag and walked towards the door. My hand caught her thigh and I pulled her back.
"Let me go" she struggled. I picked her and placed her on the bed.
"Let me explain" I said putting my hands on my hips.
"No I'm done I don't want you to explain you're a jerk and you know it so now I'm going to -"
"Listen after you left I didn't bring anyone over-" I cut her off. "In fact I spent all day picking this out-" I threw the bag at her. "I spent a total of hours on shopping for you than I would for myself, I spent the day asking a old lady what my GIRLFRIEND would like to wear for a nice warm date to the city, she directed me to a whole bunch of dresses and I'm like what the hell!?! What size does she wear. I Spent 1 hour staring at a photo of you- be mindful that your my screen saver- trying to size out what you might wear and what you won't. And now your up here accusing me of cheating when I just spent of 300 dollars worth of stuff for tonight so I came make you feel special and love you like a mates suppose too, trust like a mates suppose to. I even got you expensive jewelry that you'll probably never wear again, I even got you 3 pairs of new shoes. And don't get me started on the dress, I went up to the register a million times ALL FOR YOU...... and you think I'm cheating on you??" I finally stopped to breath, letting the redness escape my face. "I trust you with all my heart but you have yet to yearn yours" I added.
Her face went from crying and gushy to shocked and excited.
"Clayton I'm so sorry I jus-"
"It's cool Lyla I get you don't trust the bad alpha, the bad guy in everything, I get that everyone thinks your innocent and I'm the Devils spam and fate paired us together to abuse you not me, I get all of that and trust me I've been called worst" I took a deep breath.
"Lyla baby you mean the world too me, I been realized that I just didn't think at the time. Hell I want you to be the one to carry my pups, I want you to be the one I can take home to my parents, I want you to be the one I lean on and talk about stupid stuff with, I want you to be the one to hug me around my waist, and I want you to be the one I marry. But that can't happen unless you trust me, a relationship is never healthy without trust. I trust I do but it's clear I still haven't gained yours.... I think it's best if you don't come and I'll just visit you on the weekends and when you decide you can trust me I'll be the one to take you home with me"
Lylas pov
I felt like I was about to explode a river. He said he would only see me on the weekends??.
"No clayton please don't do that! I want to come I do I know where my heart is and it wants you don't separate us like this you can't you won't I won't let you" I yelled crying. He pulled me into his embrace and let me cried while striking my hair.
"If you want we can still have that date" he asked. I nodded my head. I mass well since he was only seeing me on the weekends. I pulled away and wiped my face.
How can I just easily except this without a fight??.
My wolf howled and I realize it's what she wants to. She wants to be able to trust our mate too and it takes time. I understand now but it still hurts.
Still hurts.
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My rejection from Mr. Alpha
Werewolf"Look I don't want you, I don't need you, never have and never will so just stay away from me and I'll stay away from you" He growled as he pushed me against the wall. I wouldn't dare to share a tear for this jerk. "Is that your final decision" I ch...
