"Goodbyes make you think. They make you realize what you've had, what you lost and what you took for granted. So appreciate what you have before it becomes, what you had"
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Clayton's pov
"Cmon Lyla it's okay it's not that far up" I called out from on top of the cliff.
"I don't like climbing or whatever hiking" she yelled up.
My mom, sister, and older brother decided to have family time and go climbing and they wanted me to invite Lyla so here we are.
"Cmon sis it's not that far" my brother yelled winking at me.
"Watch it Collin" I warned him.
She sighed and started climbing up. I gripped the rope tighter, God knows what I would do if I lost her.
She slipped on a rock and I swear my life dropped before my eyes, I started growling.
"I'm fine" she called up. I sighed and nodded.
There was a weird scent that went past my nose but I shrugged it off.
She was more than half way when I smelt multiple scents.
Rogues
"Lyla can you move a little quicker we need to get a move on" I said trying not to scare her.
My family caught me eyes giving me a small smile.
"I'll take the back" my brother said threw mind link
I nodded my head.
"Why it's not like something bad will happen" she looked up and caught my eye.
And that's when I seen them emerging from the trees. I immediately linked my pack.
"Clayton what's wrong" she asked.
"Just Shh they don't know you here just keep climbing baby please Lyla" I pleaded her
She obliged and continued climbing. Her hand grab a rock but it slipped from her grasp and hit the ground.
We're screwed.
My eyes met the eyes of the alpha of rogue, that's when my brother lunged at him and that's when the war broke out.
My pack showed up shortly after.
"Clayton I-I'm slipping" she snapped me out of my thoughts.
"No god damn it! Don't you dare let go - LYLA WATCH OUT" I screamed as a knife emerge right into her back, right into her heart.
"Oh god" I whispered. "Lyla stay with you have to keep climbing please" I begged.
"You know my favorite thing about night time" she said. "Is watching the pretty stars" she looked at me and I could see her eyes dilating.
"Lyla don't talk nonsense and listen to my voice" I begged her once again.
The rope starting ripped as she lost control of her body wait.
"A dolphin was always my favorite animal" she sighed as her eyes started closing.
I teared up refusing to let her go. "Please" I whispered.
"Promise m-me you'll f-find someone e-else" she gasped
"N-" before I could even finish she slipped from the rope. I felt hot tears run down my cheeks maybe this a dream, maybe one of my pack mates will catch but it's too late. She hit the ground with a loud thump!
"Oh god!!" I sobbed out. "Oh god" I kept repeating.
My brother emerged from the side of the cliff. "We have to go their moving to attack the pack house!!" I got up and shoved, kicked, punched him.
"She's gone!! You were suppose to be there to help her- oh god S-shes dead" i whispered.
"Clayton I'm so damn sorry I-" he started tearing up.
Uh alpha I thought you said they were attacking they just left out of our territory Cole said
My face dropped. "T-they came to kill my mate" realization hit me.
I started crying like never before, it turned to anger, then back to sorrow.
"Clayton we need to go, I know how it feels to lose a mate Believe me you live life but this isn't the way to be an alpha" he hugged me.
"S-shes dead because me, I was suppose to protect her with me life, it should've been me that died, s-she never got to to have kids, she n-never -oh god" I sobbed.
"It's okay buddy I know for sure"
I shoved, "It's not fucking okay you jerk face, I wish you would die, I want everyone to die!!!!!" I screamed in his face.
"You don't mean that you're hurt, take a deep breath" he spoke slowly.
Who am I anymore??
"Clayton we have to go" he said
"B-but what about her body" I asked.
"We will send a team out for her I promise on my life" he put his hand on his heart.
"You know that's what I said to her when I said I never let her go" I looked out into the sun.
"God clayton lets go we have too go" He grabbed me by my arm.
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Everyone was scared, screaming in my face. Wanna know what I did??
I went into the house closed and locked my door and stood in front of the window and stared out. I started tugging at my hair while crying my eyes out.
I can't breath, I feel isolated, I feel......empty.
All the countless fights, all the I hate you's, all the love, I couldn't get her smile out of my head.
"Get.out." I started hitting my head, I sobbed yet again.
"Uh alpha we found someone we think you'd want to-" before he could finish I stormed out the room into the open back yard.
My eyes were bloodshot red. "Where is he" I growled louder than ever.
"Clayton you might want to rethink he's not as old as you-" Cole started.
"Show.me.him.now." I ordered.
I seen a boy standing there with a smile on my face. I stormed over to him getting ready to rip his throat out, my
Canines were out and everything until my brother stepped in front of him.
"Clayton that's a bad idea" He warned me.
"Move away from that-that thing" I commanded. "He killed my mate" I added.
"Clayton this thing is 5 years old and couldn't harm a fly and that thing is also your-"
Then a smell hit my nostrils, it was like the boy and I were connect in some weird way.
"H-hes my son??" I said more like a question.
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Sorry for the long chap..
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