All my insides burn, I felt every bit of the smoldering feelings inside me. I felt like there was no air left in me.
Clear. The faint sound of the doctors voice as they spoke.
"She's here but we need more Bane" another doctor spoke as her elite voice filled the room.
Clear. Another faint sound but this time my eyes fell open adjusting to the illuminating light. The doctor rushed over to me shoving light into my eyes. "I can see her eyes going back to normal color we just need to maintain it so she doesn't shift doing her healing process, Clarke your up, I need 4ccs of the drano potion in the supply closet stat!" She spat out.
I was slowly drifting back to sleep, I could feel my eyes rolling to the back of my head.
"Lyla if you can hear blink two times" I did as she said and blanked two times but slowly. The Clarke doctor came back with the medicine and handed it to the doctor Beside me. Her aloofness was beginning to worry me, she seem very far out of What was usually suppose to be done.
"Your going to be very very sleepy but next time you wake up-" she cut off by the side of me being knocked out instantly.
***
I ruefully thought this was my own hell. For all the things I've did that I wasn't suppose to. All the things I lied to clayton about was finally come out the dark.
What's done in the dark always comes the light.
Unfortunately my light was being busted in flames as my darkness took over. As soon as I wake up I was going to tell clayton everything.
The truth about his real mate, the real me.....
Only a couple of people knew the truth. And clayton needs to be number one...
***
"She's doing fine Clayton this is your tenth time coming in her room I'm sure nothin is going to happen in 3 seconds" the doctor assured him.
I blinked for a few times trying to rebut what happened the last couple of hours. "Shes up!" I could here the excitement in his voice.
"Excuse me for a min" the doctor excused herself out of the room leaving us along.
He kneeled down on the side on the side of the bed smiling at me, he reached up to move a strand of her behind me ear. I slapped his hand away.
"Don't t-touch m-me" I was piercing with anger now.
"What did I do now" he said taking a seat in the chair next to the bed. I noticed he was wearing a grey sweat shirt with matching grey sweatpants and a beanie.
"If it wasn't for you I would be in here" I directed me anger to him.
"So your saying it's my fault that your weak" He raised an eyebrow.
"E-EXCUSE ME!!" I yelled.
"I said that you think it's my fault because your weak, you know what Lyla I'm tired of these childish games but in the end look who's always apologizing oh right that would be you" he pointed out. "And I'm always forgiving you"
"You know what I didn't ask to find my mate, I didn't ask for you too come here, Where were you when I needed who knows probably jumping some girls bones??" I clenched my jaws.
Please don't fight with our mate, he doesn't mean it. My wolf cried.
I pushed her from my thoughts. "Wow nice to know you think so low of me" he added. "I don't even know why I came here anyway, and the funny thing is I walked out a pack event to be more specific a funeral of my aunt that I never got to meet, I left for you and your here being very very bitchy"
My jaws dropped. "While I put a tiara on your head, you make me kneel for you while you kick dirt in my face and Lyla I'm tired of it ,mates aren't suppose to fight like we do, it's actually highly impossible. I deserved someone who can treat me the way I treat them" he added.
"Kind of to late to reject me now buddy we've mated and there's no way out of it" I said folding my arms.
"Believe me if there's was I'd be the first one in line to take it" And with that he stood up and headed for the door.
"I hate you" I murmured.
"Funny because I was actually starting to think the opposite but I guess not any more" He slammed the door, leaving my in tears. I buried my head in my hands.
I told you not to fight. My wolf whimpered. Now he hates us. She added.
Why does life hate me?? Why do all my relationships end with me in a pool of my own sweat from trying?? I heard a soft knock on my door and my mother walked in.
She gave me a small smile. "You heard didn't you" I wiped away my tears.
"Why do you that" she asked.
"What are you talking about" I asked.
"Push him away like hell drop you in a heart beat for someone else, he obviously wants you but you judge his past because you think it lies in the future but baby it doesn't trust me-" she took hold my hand. "- Your afraid you might actually love him aren't you??" She finally asked. I started crying again.
"Yes! I'm afraid because I do love him and I don't want to get hurt this time I know he's my mate and mates live happily ever after but looked what happened to Amber, their bond disappeared because they fought so much that in the end it killed them" I cried out. "Clayton and I spend most of our time fighting, and the thing is he never ever doubts me but I always-" I sighed. "- I'm always constantly reminding him of his past". She sighed and patted me on my head while to hugged me.
"You know he loves you right??"
"Probably not after today, I guess I deserve it, Mom I want some rest I'll mind link you or dad when I'm up" I said. She kissed me on the forehead and walked out.
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My rejection from Mr. Alpha
Werewolf"Look I don't want you, I don't need you, never have and never will so just stay away from me and I'll stay away from you" He growled as he pushed me against the wall. I wouldn't dare to share a tear for this jerk. "Is that your final decision" I ch...
