Avoid

Chapter 29

     He unlocked our door and took us straight to the bathroom why?? He sat me down on the counter at side of the sink. Then grabbed some make up wipes and started removing my make up. I just stared at his beautiful concentrated face.
His silence was killing me.
  "Mateo please talk to me."
"Pleasee..." I sighed quietly.

He finally looked me in the eyes and I saw his eyes soften a little.
    "You don't want me to talk believe me. I'm so fucking angry right now." His tone had anger tinged on the edge of every word.
"Because of me?" I asked.
      "Yes. You had guys gawping at your knickers. Tom had his hands on your arse. Then to top it off you was going to go back to Ben's. Furious is an understatement." .....
    "Plus you said your waiting for the right one. That's not any of them." He said gently taking my make up off.

     He went to chuck the wipe in the bin but I wrapped my legs around him stopping him. He looked down at the lock I'd made around him.
He pressed his full lips together.
      "I need you to hate me. You can't want me. I keep burning bridges to create distance. But you keep making your way back across to me."
    "I do hate you sometimes, I hate that you don't want me."
   He looked as if in a debate with himself.
This was getting me no where fast so I released my legs .

     The alcohol was running through my whole body giving me the confidence I needed. I jumped down off the side and started to peal my dress down not taking my eyes off him.
His breath hitched...
  "Fuck Lacey. Your killing me here."
I stood in just my thongs and strapless bra.
Feeling brave I stepped forward and slid my hands up under his shirt.
   "Jesus Lacey..." He growled low.
     I started unbuttoning his shirt then pushed it off his defined shoulders. My hands gliding over his torso feeling every muscle. I kissed his neck and touched his pierced nipple gently. He groaned and it resonated through me.
     I stepped back undoing my bra then held it out on my finger dropping it in front of him then shimmied my knickers down stepping out of them.

He stood there in a trance staring at my body.
I turned the shower on.
  "Join me?" I asked softly.
I could see the huge bulge in his jeans.
    "Please Teo, it's just a shower." Trying to coax him in.
     It seemed to work he undid his jeans and slid his boxers down then stepped in under the water with me.
    "You have no idea how beautiful you are." He was looking at me in awe.
   He thought I was beautiful. This stirred my body more. I needed a release. I grabbed his shower gel and started rubbing it into my skin. He stood in a trance watching me taking me all in. Closing his eyes briefly as if he couldn't quite believe I was stood here naked in front of him.

      I passed him the shower gel. He started foaming up too but not taking his eyes off me. I slid my fingers over my nipples making them peak and harden. Then my hand travelled down my stomach and down further. My two fingers slid into me, as I started to work myself.
     His lips parted.. "Holy shit Lacey that's the hottest thing I've seen anyone do."
        I blushed but I didn't care, it surely couldn't be the hottest thing he'd seen. He must of known I was getting off on seeing him naked.
He started stroking himself.
    "Hmmm..." I moaned watching him.
   He groaned as he watched me work my fingers faster. He jerked himself harder.
     In between laboured breaths he spoke in is raspy voice.. "You're truly stunning, so fucking stunning Lacey baby."

     His words sent me over the edge I moaned... leaning my head back against the tile keeping my eyes on him as I hit my orgasm.
  He followed after me shortly.
I now felt shyness creeping over me.
    "Oh no you don't. Your not acting shy now." He pulled me flush against him. My bare body against his felt amazing and so right.

He just stood holding me.
     "How are you a virgin, that was so hot what you just did. You blush and go all shy but really I think  your quite the minx. Your innocence and sexiness knocks me off balance, I never know what to think around you."

     "I don't want you to think. I want you to lose yourself in me." I confessed.
    "I want to lose myself in you, I do, but I can't be that selfish." His thumb gently rubbed my back.
     "What if I want you to though?" I asked.
"Not like this. Not right now."

     I looked down, he lifted my chin up encouraging me to look back at him. His eyes had wonder and awe in them. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips to mine. He groaned against my lips.
   I pressed hard against his lips my tongue pushing my way into his mouth trying to claim him. My fingers were tugging at his hair. We was breathless.
He hugged me, pressing his lips to my neck, "We should get out now."

     He stepped out and wrapped a towel round his waist. Then held one open for me for me to step into. He wrapped me up. He started to dry himself off as did I. I hadn't realised I'd stop drying myself when he caught me staring at him taking in how jaw droopingly good looking he is.
He flashed me a wicked smile.
   "Get dried. Naughty girl." He winked.

    The flutters hit me hard. What we could be, I want him and I feel like he wants me too but he's fighting it. The fact he told me I need to hate him, only drew me in more. I needed to know why and wasn't going no where till I find out why he wants me to hate him so much.
     "It's late and I know you have to be up for your lessons tomorrow. So I'll say goodnight now." He said bringing me back from my thoughts.
  "Goodnight Teo."
      I lifted up onto my tip toes grabbing the back of his neck pulling him down to me. I gave him a tender slow kiss on the lips. I wanted it to leave him wanting more. That's how it made me feel anyway. I can live in hope.
       I walked to my bedroom and we glanced at each other once more before opening our doors into our bedrooms. I dried my hair and put my pyjamas on.

I couldn't help the grin on my face when I saw his text..
Teo: Im glad you didn't end up with Ben tonight.
Lacey: Me too. I know what I want if I pass my maths test by the way :)
Teo: Oh what's that?
Lacey: I can't tell you till I pass :P
Teo: Fine keep it a secret. Goodnight Lacey.

Was he in a mood now, wouldn't surprise me but that's just him for you.
Lacey: I will. Goodnight Teo, dream of me x
Teo: ;) x

     When have I ever felt this high. I crave him when he's not near me. I went to sleep thinking of him in the shower...