Mentally in love (Remington Leith)

Chapter Forty-Seven

It was the day after the hospital business. Tyler had stayed with me that night. And Andy nor Remington ever showed. My heart was kind of sad, but I knew there had to be a reason for it. They would probably come today, or I hoped that they would.

I couldn't help but to worry about them both. They were left alone with fans and reporters all over. But they also had security.

When I rolled over in bed, I realized that I was alone in the room. No sign of Tyler and it was silent. I decided to get up and shower while I had the room to myself. I made sure to check the bathroom before entering.

I tugged off my clothes before grabbing a towel, turning on the water to the shower and getting inside. I sighed as I felt the tension release inside of my muscles. I began to hum to myself. It was one of Andy's songs that he had recently shown me in the hospital. It was called We Stitch These Wounds? Or so I believe.

"The tears we've cried, this love has died. You're by yourself tonight," I sang from the shower as the soap bubbles began to fall from my hair.

"And stitch these wounds with me tonight," I sang as I threw my hands on the air and moved my hips side to side.

"I think I hear her singing," I heard someone say.

I automatically stopped singing and froze. I was extremely vulnerable right now considering I wasn't dressed and was in the shower. I covered my top half with my hands and pushed myself into the corner, crossing my feet in front of me with my knees up to my chest.

I began to breathe silently but rapidly.

Did they find me again? Are they going to take me back? That won't happen right? Larisa and my friends won't let that happen right? What if it was all a lie? What if they hate me?  What if they don't want me here?

"Hey babe, it's Remi. Are you okay?" He yelled from the room.

"I-I'm Okay.." I spoke.

"I can barely hear you. Knock once if you're not okay, twice if you're okay," He yelled. I knocked twice, trying to make him not worry. I sighed in relief. It wasn't anything like I was thinking.

"Andy is here too. We'll wait for you in the cafeteria," He yelled. I just nodded as I heard them leave the room. I decided to get out of the shower as soon as my legs decided to work. They were kind of like jello at the moment, due to my anxiety.

I laid my head against the shower wall and listened to the running water. I focused on my breathing until I felt okay to move again. That's when I got to my feet and turned off the shower. I grabbed my towel from the sink, and began to dry off my body. I then tied the towel around my body. I then brushed my teeth. After that, I went back to my room.

I headed over to my closet and grabbed a skirt, some knee high socks, and a black shirt with a white collar. I placed everything on and then added my converse that I arrived in. I grabbed my jewelry that Remington had gifted me, grabbed a hair tie and placed them on before leaving the room.

I used the hair tie on my wrist to tie my hair into a bun as I walked. I left a few strands down to hide my temples. I smiled as I continued on my journey.

I began to hum as I entered the cafeteria and began to get my food before going to the regular table where everyone sat already eating and talking amongst each other.

"Bro, I swear to god she kissed me when we were in highschool," Tyler spoke. I didn't know who was talking about, but I continued to listen.

"You said she bullied you though?" Chris asked, confused.