Namji arrived at Soobin's house and stopped infront of his door panting. She rang the doorbell and knocked on his door repeatedly but no one responded.
Namji: Soobin! It's me Namji!
Namji grew worried as nobody was giving her a reply. She grabbed the doorknob and it was luckily open. She went inside his house and saw that the living room was a mess.
Namji went upstairs, hoping that he might be there somewhere. She opened the first door and there he stood. Soobin was holding a bottle of pills that he just bought with his puffy eyes that made him look like he's been crying for hours.
Namji accelerated towards him, ripped the bottle from his grip and tossed it aside. She pressed her body against his with her arms wrapped tight around his body.
Namji: You fucking dumbass what were you thinking?! Why didn't you tell me???
Soobin couldn't hold back his emotions and started to sob as he tried to covered his face. It hurt Namji to see him in a state like this so she started to tear up. They stayed in that position as Namji rubbed his back, trying to soothe him down.
After a while, she pulled back and Soobin sat on the floor. Namji kneeled down and cupped his face.
Namji: What happened Soobin?
She stared into his sparkling dark eyes.
Soobin: My dad....h-he was sued for almost killing a man at the bar. I don't think he's ever gonna change anymore and I'm so tired.
Namji listened as a tear escaped her eyes.
Soobin: I don't know what else I could do to make him move on from my mother's death. I just....wanted to be with her again.
Namji: Why did you never come to talk to me?
Soobin looked up to her eyes with a pained expression.
Soobin: Because I didn't want to get too close to you Namji. I didn't want to love someone and I didn't want to be loved by someone. Because I was afraid that she will leave me and I will end up like my dad. That's why I told you to stay away from me because I've soon realized that it was too late and I've fallen for you.
He cried and Namji sat there in shock. Soobin hung his head low.
Soobin: I'm sorry.
He closed his eyes and felt himself being pulled into a hug. Soon, he heard Namji's whimper.
Namji: Why are you sorry, you did nothing wrong. You're so strong you know that? I feel so weak for feeling depressed about my mother without knowing that you are going through the same pain as I am, even worse. Seeing you hurt is the last thing I want Soobin. When you need someone to talk to, I'll always be here for you so please, don't ever do that again...
Soobin: I don't deserve it....
Namji: You did help me so I'm going to help you too.
Namji pulled back and cupped his face.
Namji: Promise me Soobin, you won't ever even think of trying that again.
Soobin: *nods* Okay....
a/n: What's your least favorite kpop song? I'll respect everyone's opinion.
