I would die for you, but I won't live for you -Niall Horan au

twenty-seven

sorry this is sooo short and crappy. Im having a bad day and not feeling good at all :( This is more of a filler chapter so I promise the next one will be better

It was the end of our first week in Florida already. We were all spending today packing everything away and traveling to the condo. Yesterday we had a lot of fun at universal studios. The rides were actually so intense but Niall held onto my hand the entire time, so I had a blast. Everything was back to normal now, I apologized to Riley for being mad at her but she just kept telling me to shut up and stop apologizing. Niall and I were officially a couple now!

Nah I wish.

Niall and I were just… I don’t even know. There were times when we acted like a couple, and times when we acted like friends. He seemed distracted a lot. When somebody would be talking to him, he wouldn’t even noticed. He would be looking at nothing in particular and just be thinking about something. I was close to telling him how I felt a couple times, but there was always some kind of interruption. Maybe it wasn’t the right time to tell him.

“I don’t want to leave. I’m having a lot of fun.” Riley whined. “Yeah, fun with Harry.” I winked at her. She rolled her eyes and continued packing. “He’s just trying to repay me for ‘saving his life’, that’s all.” She replied. I guess it could have been true, he followed her around like a lost puppy and got her whatever she wanted. “How are things with Niall?” She whispered. I shrugged and zipped up my suitcase. “Still the same. I don’t know what’s going on in his head.” I said. I really just wished I could tell him how I actually felt.

There was a knock on the door and I ran to open it. “Time to leave.” Liam smiled. “How can you be so happy? We’re leaving the best place in the world!” I whined. I walked back over to my suitcase and pulled it off of my bed so it was sitting on the floor. “We’ll have fun at the condo. I promise!” He called into the room. I rolled my suitcase out of the room and waited for Riley. “I hope so.” I replied.

“You will! There’s beaches, malls, clubs, anything you want around them!” Louis called down the hall. He was skipping towards us pulling his suitcase behind him. “There’s even a field to play football!” Zayn said, trailing being Louis. Once they reached us, Niall and Harry walked out of their room with their suitcase. “Everybody ready to go?” Niall asked. I held up my finger to him, telling him to hold on a minute. “Riley! Hurry up!” I called, knocking on our room door.

It opened right away and she stepped out. “I’m ready.” She smiled. We checked out of the hotel and got into the large van we had rented. It was about a two-hour drive to the condos and everyone was asleep. Except for Liam, who was driving, and me. I spent the whole ride thinking about how I was going to tell Niall.

I mean, I had to tell him sometime right? Soon they would be back working and who knows how long it would be before I ever got to see them again. Maybe Niall felt the same way. Maybe he actually liked me as much as I liked him.

And maybe, just maybe, he loves me too.

see? crap. Oh well