"I have to tell you something" I admit to him. I don't want to say it just for me, but for affirmation for Jace too.
"What's that?" he answers.
"You..." I start the shyness taking over again. Say it, Mila.
"You weren't lying when you said you'd treat me better" I add. Jace gives me a look, to say he wants me to go on. "Before today I've never... you know. Finished" I admit to him, avoiding his stare.
"Shit" Jace says with a little shock on his face. "You've never had an orgasm before?" he asks with disbelief. I shake my head no. "What the hell was your ex doing?"
"I don't know. I mean it was always so... routined. It was always the same. Boring even, after what we... I mean what you just did" I stutter.
"Hey. You don't have to be shy about liking it" Jace answers honestly stroking my chin with his thumb. "And don't worry, you'll have plenty more orgasms starting from today" Jace winks at me playfully, knowing I'll get embarrassed again.
"I just wanted to let you know" I answer through my hot cheeks. Jace places a kiss on my head as an answer.
"I'll run us a bath if you want?" he offers, looking at me for confirmation.
"I'd like that" I answer, nodding my head. Jace hops out of bed and disappears in the bathroom. I decide to get up too, to grab a water from the kitchen. My throat is pretty dry. I throw the heavy blanket off of me and make my way over.
What a crazy day. I went through all kinds of emotions. From happiness, to sadness, to rage, to pure satisfaction. That's what I call an emotional roller coaster. I don't have a single bone in my body that thinks sleeping with Jace was the wrong decision. Yet, I still hope he understands what it meant to me.
"Whatever one wants to say about Jessica, she is good in bed." Jace's words from the party are running around in my head. Am I too, good in bed? Probably not, with the little experience I have. I can't help but compare the two of us and wonder if tonight was as amazing for him as it was for me. Stop torturing yourself, Mila.
"What are you doing?" Jace asks me, as he slips his arms around me from behind and leaving a soft kiss on my neck. His warmth embraces me.
"Just grabbing some water" I say, laying my arms over his.
"Bath's ready" he tells me, grabs my hand and leads me to the bathroom.
I can't wait to slip into the hot water to relax. My mind is giving me no rest what so ever. I quickly take off Jace's shirt, slipping into the bath tub right after him. I position myself in between his legs with my back to his and rest my head on his chest. Jace and I are silent for a minute.
"Crazy day" he breaks the silence. He's leaning his head on mine, playing around with my fingers.
"Yeah" I agree with him.
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Romance[COMPLETED] Mila Wilson is quiet, anxious and a little bit of a mess. When she finally starts college despite her mental health issues, she meets the dark, mysterious, yet intriguing Jace Evans, who is covered in tattoos and the most beautiful boy s...