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I feel a great amount of relief when I close the door to my room behind me

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I feel a great amount of relief when I close the door to my room behind me. I lean on it for support, out of breath from the half sprint I just performed to get away from Jace.

"Mila? What's wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost" Bree asks me concerned. 

I look over to her and see that she's lying on her bed, with her computer on her lap.

"I think I might have" I say half-smiling at her. 

I let out a big sigh.

"What happened?" she wants to know, pushing her laptop aside, motioning for me to sit next to her.

"I don't even know. I was walking back from the café, where I picked up a sandwich. And then right around the corner from here, I see Jace talking to this guy. Weirdly enough, there was no one around. It's not even that late yet..." I say, still putting the pieces together myself.

"You're not making any sense, girl" she says to me, stroking my back softly.

"I know, sorry, I guess I just can't believe it. I'm pretty sure I just saw Jace selling drugs to some guy" I stutter out. 

I don't have to look at Bree, I know her mouth is standing wide open.

"Are you sure?" Bree asks, just as surprised as me.

"Yeah, he was handing over a tiny plastic bag with a handshake. If that isn't the most cliché thing for that, then I don't know" I say, ridding myself of my jacket.

"Wow..." she says, and is quiet for a few seconds. "I don't mean to be insensitive, but I have to say that I'm not as surprised as I should be" Bree adds.

I guess she's right. The mystery, the tattoos, the bad boy image. I should have known.

"You're right. I just... didn't think about it at all. That, that could be a possibility, you know?" I admit to her.

"So, I guess it's a problem for you?" Bree asks me.

"I'll be honest. I've never been around drugs, ever. I've never taken any and I get sick to my stomach just thinking about it. I guess I just wish I had known. I usually stay away from people like him, and now this is what I get... I don't know what I was thinking" I admit to her, rambling.

"You didn't know, that's the thing. I'm so sorry Mila" Bree says and embraces me in a hug.

"I think I need a shower" I say, half-smiling at her once again. "Thank you for listening" I add, before grabbing the stuff I need. 

I leave a, probably worried, Bree behind. But before I can talk more about the situation, I need to think, and to wash the drugs off of me that I didn't even touch.

This is probably the longest I've ever been in these shower rooms. The hot water feels nice on my skin, like it's burning away all of my worries. I don't know why everything about this situation bothers me so much. All I know is that I don't want to be around a drug dealer. The pressure in my stomach returns instantly, just thinking about it. I wouldn't expect Jace to tell me about his occupation on our first weekend of meeting but, like I said, I wish I had known before getting so deep into this mess. 

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