call me back? •billie eilish book•

twelve

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recap
I woke up with a massive pounding headache and still didn't have much knowledge of what was going on. But I did know that there was a pair of arms wrapped around me and I was scared to turn around.

Everything started to come back. No no there's no way. Tears started running down my face and I began to shake. With all my force I pushed out of Julians grip and fell to the floor. My body feels so limp.

"Laila baby are you okay"

I heard a soft voice. No not from Julian but
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"Laila come lay back down please. You are still not fully recovered from last night. You need to sleep"

Is it- it can't be..right?

I am greeted face to face with a very sleepy and tired looking Billie. She picks me up and I flinch. My mind races back to last night and tears start rolling down my face again. Billie lays me back down and pats on the spot right next to her.

"Baby it's okay. I'm right here you are safe" She says while holding me tight. Slowly and gently wiping the tears from off my face with her hand.

My head is on her chest while her one arm is wrapped around me and the other one is playing with my hair. This is nice. This is really nice.

I drift off back to sleep.

** time skip **

I wake up in the same position only this time Billie is still awake and has the office playing in her tv.

"You like the office too?!" I say excitedly

"My favourite show ma, I've watched it over 12 times" She reply's, she still hasn't moved

We are still cuddled up and she is still playing with my hair. So gently. Making sure not to pull on it, just twirling it between her fingers.

"I should probably text my friends so they aren't worried"

"No need to I already did, and they kinda saw what happened last night and I told them that I'm gonna have you stay here" She said softly "That little one god what was her name-"

"Vanessa?" I said

"Yes Vanessa, she was hard to get through. I kept telling her you'd be better here but the bitch kept fighting me. Obviously I won that fight seeing as our circumstances" She laughed

"Can I ask you something?"

"Anything Laila" She said

We still haven't moved. I'm not complaining just confused.

"Um can you explain what happened last night, I would really like to know"

Billie went on about what happened. I started crying again. I thought I liked this boy, I'm disgusted with myself.

"I was watching you all night because I was scared something was going to happen. I just didn't get good vibes from him. When I saw him pick you up that's when I knew something was up. I tried to keep up with him, and as soon as I saw him again I immediately started yelling. I didn't want anything bad to happen to you." Her eyes became glossy