call me back? •billie eilish book•

fifteen

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recap
I know deep down I can't do this. I cant be with her no matter how much I want to. Not- not saying I want to be with her uh.

I cant hurt myself, but most importantly I can't hurt her.
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•• Laila's pov ••

I wake up to the un pleasant sound of being spam texted. On the other hand, I also wake up to the pleasant feeling of being in Billies arms again.

I flip around making sure not to wake her up, and grab my phone to see who the fuck is texting me.

12:37pm                                   4G       21%
my bitch💖

Good morning poop I'll be there soon
Delivered at 7:38

I'm here
Laila??
Hun I left my keys to your house and I knocked on the door. No one answered. Please don't tell me your still asleep
Laila baby I have to leave I'm sorry. Coffee is at your door step
Delivered at 7:50

Hey you awake yet?
Delivered at 9:27

Lailaaaaaa
Delivered at 10:15

You right now 😴😴😴
Delivered at 10:30

Bitch history was so fucking boring but I got tea to fill you in on so please wake up
Delivered at 11:28

Wake up sleepy head
Delivered at 11:40

I'm glad you're getting sleep lovey. I texted your mom letting her know. You're welcome
Delivered at 12:13

Girl I'm getting worried
Hello
Laila??
Delivered at 12:37

Oh my god, I'm sorry

YAY omg good morning. I was about to break into your house, I was worried. Are you going to come to school?

I'm not sure yet. I'll talk to you later though
Ou and make sure you tell me the tea
Delivered

Two options I have are go to school or stay in bed.

The decision I have to make may seem like an easy choice but I don't know how to tell my mom that I didn't go to school. I also don't want Billie to get in trouble.

Turning off my ringer and placing my phone back on my night stand I turn around to face Billie again. Her blue hair glistening in the bright sun coming through my window. Her plump lips parted ever so slightly with soft snores coming from them. Her cute messy eyebrows twitching every so often. She's really really pretty I won't lie. Almost perfect dare I say.

Laying my head back on her chest, I can start to feel her move around. Raising my head I am met with a very sleepy looking Billie.

"Good morning angel" She says in her morning voice. A voice that could make anyone melt within a second. It was so raspy but soft.

She flashes me a smile and I return the favour. I see her cheeks start to become flush..was she blushing. She buries her head into the pillows and let's out a small giggle.