call me back? •billie eilish book•

twenty one

i'm back!! sorry it took me so long my mental health has been so low recently but writing is my escape from that..i also missed y'all <3 disclaimer this part might not be the best written only because i haven't wrote in so long...anyways lub i

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recap
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I still think about the fact I'm in love with her
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•flash back over•

•• Billie's pov ••

I don't say anything, no words come out of my mouth. Just small hot tears form in my eyes. I run too her and plop on the ground beside her holding her close.

I thought she was gone forever. I thought I would have never been able to hug her small frail body again.

"I'm sorry" Is all I could manage to get out.

She manages looks up at me with a confused look on her face.

"Im sorry for leaving you that night" I sigh "I shouldn't have left you like that, I'm sorry your mom is a fucking bitch and I'm sorry I was a dick and didn't go off on her"

"Not just my mom..it's my whole family Billie" She says softly sniffing

"What do you mean"

She fiddles with her hands "I got a text from my mom saying they were all disappointed in me and that they found someone that specializes in this stuff to help me...Billie they want to get me help. I don't need help"

"They don't deserve you" I hold her tighter

The gap between us was non-existent. Our body's pressed close together. She was freezing, good thing I was prepared. Removing my hand from her back I grab the sweater out of my bag. Motioning for her to lift up her arms I slide the big hoodie over her.

Fuck she looked cute in my clothes.

Getting up I grab her hand without saying anything and bring her closer to the edge of the treehouse so we can watch the sun set together.

"What if we just ran away together, left everything and everyone behind" I ask

"You're funny O'connell"

I turn to look at her, eyes filled with so much emotion. Her skin glowing under the golden sun that was almost gone.

Grabbing the side of her face so our eyes met eachother. I smashed our lips together.

This time it was so much more lustful, both of us wanting more of eachother.

I gently lay her on her back, our lips staying connected. I know it's her first time doing anything like this so I'm taking things slow, making sure to respect her limits.

Breaking the kiss for air she flashes me a smile.

"I told you I'd make it up to you"

I don't know if she's feeling the same way I am

But fuck I'm horny as hell.

I lean back down an-

"Laila!! Omg Billie you found her,,get down here"

"Guess we will have to continue this later"

Both climbing back down the ladder me going first. I did this strategically cause the view of her ass from my position SHESH.

** time skip **

"I don't fucking care Laila you're not going, I'm sorry but please trust me with this it's all going to be okay."

She yells "Billie you can't just take contro-"

We've been yelling at eachother for the past 20 minutes. She told me her "brilliant" plan, I know she's not as prepared as she should be I fuckin lived there my whole life.

Vanessa is in the car waiting for us, I told her to leave and she listened. Unlike Laila, she's being fucking annoying.

"Please, at least come back with me to my house and we can figure it out together. You don't have a good enough plan for this"

She starts to walk away.

"I'm just trying to help you don't you understand?? What you think I'm doing all this to hurt you. I want you to be safe I care about you"

"Again don't fucking tell me what to d-"

I shut her up by kissing her. I couldn't stand her blabbering anymore holy fuck. She doesn't understand.

"Please Laila"

** time skip **

•• Laila's pov ••

I wish I wasn't such a sucker for Billies blue eyes and soft lips. I don't want to be in this car, going back home. I know it's best for me but ugh.

Billie insisted I sat in the back with her, it really wouldn't have took much for her to get me too honestly I was planning on it anyways but seeing her beg was funny. Although I'm madly in love with her I don't want to talk to her right now. Wow madly in love with her whew that feels nice to finally admit to myself. Aside from the point, I'm not talking to her, she pissed me off so she can suffer. Our hands interlocked gives me the reassurance that she feels bad.

"Hey" She whispers in my ear

Again still ignoring her, I gently rub my finger down her hand signalling for her to continue talking.

"I wanted to tell you about this dream I had the other night" She sighs, I can feel her warm breath against my neck making my body shiver her head rested on my shoulder she continues to tell me "I had a dream I got everything I wanted" I rest my head on hers "I was older, on a stage in front of thousands of people but most importantly you were with me. It was so surreal. The weirdest part was when I woke up I saw you with me. Almost like you were actually there with me, maybe it's stupid but it made me feel all weird and bubbly"

"Don't go all soft on me O'Connell"

"Shut up" She laughs "I feel really safe around you Laila in a different way though, like nothing else really matters and all my thoughts and feelings just kind of disappear" She sniffles "And I want you to know as long as I'm here no one can hurt you, okay?"

I nod. Billies never been this vulnerable around me before, she always puts up almost like a wall to hide any of her feelings.

She kisses my head and we don't talk the rest of the drive. I sat there fiddling with the rings that covered Billies hand. Her gently humming to herself.

Before I knew it I was asleep
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word count: 1106

don't come for me if this was badly written i haven't done this in awhile

i hope y'all find the little easter egg in this

this may be my favourite part i've written