𝕁𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝔹𝕦𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕒𝕟 '𝔹𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪' 𝔹𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕤 𝕀𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤

Steve x Reader x Bucky

Part two of Bucky x Reader x Steve
Completed - Bucky n Steve Part Two

You'd been going to see Steve every week for the past year, you'd started to get closer like before, you both shared stories of Bucky and you were helping each other get over his loss.

It was the two year anniversary of everything going to shit, you normally grieved on your own this day but you thought you'd let Steve in on your tradition. You'd go and sit in the memorial place and have a few drinks while updating Bucky on the year you've had. Last years was nothing special you told him about how that was the first day you'd left the house and you smiled too yourself because Bucky would be telling you off.

You knocked on his door and waited for him too answer. You were in Bucky's top and his hat with a pair of your jeans and dr martens. "Looking good." Steve said as he pulled his jacket on. You walked to the memorial site and you began telling Bucky about your year, Steve was reluctant at first but then he finally gave in. You'd had a lovely time together and your head was confused, how could you have these feelings for him when Bucky was no longer around.

On the way back you were quite, Steve didn't like it. "What's up?" He asked as he go too his front door, "Nothing. Today's just a hard day." You only half lied. "Did you want too come in?" He asked you.

You stood there for a second contemplating whether it was a good idea or not, Steve stood there and watched your face, he had never really gotten over the fact he lost you too his best friend. "Ermm, yeah. That would be nice actually." Steve took this as a good sign.

You'd watched a movie and then decided you were going to cook dinner for Steve, you hadn't done this in a long time. "I'm going to cook us dinner Stevie. Put your feet up and I'll call you when it's ready." You said with a smile.

Once dinner was done you had forgotten all the feelings you had before. You called Steve and he came over and you both sat at the kitchen island. When dinner was finished you both cleared up and washed up. You were moving around each other like it was natural, the strange feeling cane back.

It got to midnight and you decided that was a good time for you too leave, Steve being the gentleman he was offered to walk you home. "I'm fine Steve. I've actually got to go somewhere before heading home." You said. He nodded but didn't like it. "I'll text you when I get home." You said giving him a hug goodbye.

On the way home you stopped by Bucky's old apartment, you let yourself in whenever you were feeling sad. You sat on his bed and pulled his pillow up too your chest, his smell was pretty much gone now. "Buck what do I do, I choose you, I told you you'd always be who I choose, but your not here anymore. Your gone, your gone and I don't know what to do. I don't want too betray you and love your best friend, but it's getting harder. Each time I see him, each time he makes me laugh my heart wrenches. It misses you but wants to fix itself when I'm around Steve. If you were still here, it would be you. It's always you but your not here. What do I do? Give me a sign? Or something I don't know?" You said with tears running down your face.

You'd exhausted yourself, you softly feel asleep on his bed arms wrapped around his pillow. You woke up in the morning and as if by miracle, a sketch of Steve had dropped into the bed beside you. You smiled too yourself and shook your head, "your smooth Barnes." You said picking up the sketch, surly this was the sign. Your heart felt less, less heavy knowing that somehow, he was okay with it.

You got out of bed and straightened yourself out, then it suddenly hit you. You pulled out your phone and had 20 missed calls from Steve, 5 voicemails and multiple messages. The last message hit home the most.

'God damn it Y/N. Don't break my heart.'

This was the second sign, you pretty much ran to Steve's apartment. You banged on the door and he opened it quickly. His face turned from fear into happiness. "I'm. So. Sor..." he cut you off as his lips connected with yours.