𝕁𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝔹𝕦𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕒𝕟 '𝔹𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪' 𝔹𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕤 𝕀𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤

Disappoint (avengers x reader)

Writing prompt: "Sooner or later, you are going to disappoint them, all over again."

You were on a mission with Wanda, Tony, Steve & Clint, when it goes wrong.

"Steve, I'm so sorry." You said as you helped carry an injured Wanda back to the jet, he looked at you and shook his head, you looked around at all the other disappointed faces, your heart sank.

Heading to the back room was the only thing you thought was right to do in this moment, you grabbed your headphones and sunk onto the beanbag you insisted on getting rather than an actual bed.

"reckless Steve, I told you time and time again." Tony said, "she's a liability. Wanda is sitting in the med wing with a hole in her leg all because Y/N wanted to play the hero." Clint added.

"I never wanted to play hero." You said standing there, Steve looked up at you with sad eyes, "I never wanted any of this. If I remember correctly, you guys were sent to find ME. Not the other way round." You said eyes glistening. The room was silent, you took this as your que to leave.

"It's not her fault Clint. She did what was asked of us. She retrieved the flash drive, that was the mission." Wanda said laying in the bed, "but it's not to hurt you Wanda. What she did was reckless and can't be tolerated on this team. I have too talk to Steve, this shouldn't be allowed to happen again." Clint said standing up, as he walked out of the room he locked eyes with you. "Leave." He said, you went to walk past him but he moved over. "She doesn't want to hear what you've got to say." Clint said.

A single tear dropped down your cheek, you wiped it away and took a deep breathe. On the way back to your room you bumped into Tony. "I'm so sorry." You said too him, "your always sorry for something huh?" He said, you looked up to him with your big blue eyes, you opened your mouth to speak, "sooner or later, your going to disappoint them all over again." Tony said as he walked away.

'Disappoint', 'disappointment' those were the two words running about in your head. You subconsciously felt eyes on you, you looked up and saw Steve leaning against the wall. "Don't worry Steve. I'm fine, I will be fine. You don't have to worry about me anymore." You said rolling over and pulling your headphones on, thinking about the final decision you were going to make that day.

"I wouldn't bother Steve. She's a lost cause." Tony said, Steve grabbed his arm, "the mission was to retrieve the flash drive, she did this, no questions asked. Fury, fury of all people saw something in her. This was her mission with all of us. Hell Tony the first mission we did together with this many people was because of Loki and that ended in you almost killing yourself. Cut her some slack." Steve said letting go of Tony's arm.

The force of the jet hitting the floor woke you up, you jumped up and walked off the jet, "hey, aren't you going to bring your dirty stuff?" Clint said, you shrugged him off you "I'll get it tomorrow." You said to him, "so lazy." Him and Tony said at the same time. Steve put his hand on your shoulder and you again shrugged it off.

You held your breathe to stop the sob that was threatening to realise from your throat, your eyes glistened and your sciera became bloodshot.

As you reached the inside everyone's head shot up, they looked around and saw Wanda behind you and most ran to her. "What happened?" Was asked by different people. "Little miss reckless over there caused it. Her head was off the game and she let Wanda get hurt." Tony said, again the heads shot to you, you stood there frozen a mixture of eyes on you, "I'm sorry." You said barely audible, "I really am, I'm so sorry." You said this time emotion getting the better of you. Sam and Peter rushed over too you, each went to pull you in for a hug but you rejected both of them. You turned and walked out the door too your room as quickly as possible.