𝕁𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝔹𝕦𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕒𝕟 '𝔹𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪' 𝔹𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕤 𝕀𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤

Bucky x Reader x Steve

Bucky and Steve were both attracted too you, you saw them both as friends but started to develop feelings for one of them.

You couldn't pick which one and they were pushing you too choose, it hurt you because you were going to lose one of them and you didn't want that.

You Steve Bucky and Sam has been called in a mission.

Things got really bad and you became the target, the goons were trying to take you at any chance they got, you tried to fight them off but you were getting tired, Steve and Bucky were still arguing.

"IM REALLY GOING TO NEED YOU GUYS TO STOp. WE NEED TO PROTECT Y/N." Sam shouted, as you stood on the bridge, a shot came out and was aiming towards you, Bucky was the first too you, he pushed you behind him and kept his metal arm out.

It hit his arm sending you both backwards, Steve threw his shield and Bucky caught it, pulling you into his side and you ended up landing on top of him. You looked over and locked eyes with him, "You. I choose you." You said kissing him. Steve looked over the edge and hung his head, Sam came up behind him and put his hand on his shoulder.

"He needs her. I lost a girl once and I've carried it with me ever since. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy let alone my brother." Steve said.

You, Sam, Bucky and Steve worked together to end this. Bucky was always stood in front of you and Steve was front and centre. You felt horrible for Steve but you couldn't shake the stronger feelings for Bucky.

You made your way back to the jet, Bucky dropped his arm around your shoulder and you felt content. That was until you looked up to see Steve staring at you. You moved from Bucky and walked up too Steve, "Hey, can, can we talk later? Dinner? I'll pay?" You said to him, "of course." He said and walked away.

Later that night you got ready for your dinner with Steve, Bucky walked in the room and stared at you, you could tell his mind was on overdrive, you walked up too him and kissed him on the cheek. "I still choose you Buck. I will always choose you." You said caressing his cheek, "why?" He said glumly.

"Because, I'm myself around you. I was trying to impress Steve and if I know anything about love, that's not what you do. I couldn't spend the rest of my life being someone I'm not. With you, with you it's different. I don't have to look perfect, hell I don't even have to wear make up around you. I don't fit the perfect image. I fit you." You said kissing him on the lips.

You walked into the restaurant and saw Steve standing there in a white shirt and black slacks, he looked a million pounds. He smiled as you walked over to him and kissed your hand. He lead you too the table and you sat down.

You were nervous, "I'm sorry I didn't speak to you first Steve. It was in that moment I knew Bucky was the one too choose. He doesn't have to uphold this perfect image. He can protect me and not have to worry about everyone else." You said, Steve looked at you. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't speak with you first." You said, Steve held your hand. "I don't expect an apology." He said, "can I ask why?" He said, "because, because your perfect. And I'm not. I'm far from it. With you, I have too make an effort. I can't just be myself, I feel like I always have to go the extra mile. I love you, so much. But I'm not the girl for you, there is a girl for you out there. But it's not me. I'm so sorry Steve." You said.

He was a bit taken aback by what you'd said. "You will always be perfect to me. I've seen you with Buck, I've seen your hair up in a messy bun so make up on and your still the most breath taking girl I've ever seen." He said, "but with that being said. I know what it's like to loss the love of your life. I couldn't do that to Buck. I see him around you, and it's like your the only girl in his world." Steve said, "and as much as I want to call you mine, I know it will never be that way." He said a little sadder. "I'll always protect you." He added at the end.

"And I you, I'll always be there. Please let's not make this weird. I still need you in my life and I still need you around." You said softly. Steve smiled and you finished dinner, as you walked back to the tower Steve gave you his jacket.

You walked in and Bucky was sat on the couch waiting for you, you saw him and smiled, he smiled back at you and Steve slowly walked away, it was like he held back for a second and then left. You walked over to Buck and kissed him. "Still choose me?" He asked softly, "forever." You said, he wrapped his arm around your shoulder and walked off too his bedroom.

Steve watched on as you walked too his room, he lent his head against the wall and took in a deep breathe. Sam walked out and took Steve too his room.

He watched for months as you and Bucky grew closer, all the kisses and all off the hugs. I was meant to get easier but he was falling for you more everyday, he was becoming hardened.

There was a big war coming and you'd all better off to Wakanda. You stood between Steve and Bucky as the war began. You'd faughht your way as much as you could, you'd been pinned and looked over to see that Steve had aswell, Bucky ran too you shooting, "GO TO STEVE." You shouted, he nodded and ran off to help Steve.

Lightening came through the sky and hit the beasts off you, you smiled as you looked up to see Thor. Bucky was at your side he gave you a weird look, your mind clicked. "Your still number one Buck." You said quickly kissing him on the cheek, he smirked and pulled you in for a deeper kiss.

You continued too fight and then a purple guy came walking through the woods, you Bucky and Steve tried to fight him off, he'd used some kind of stone in Buck and he was trapped under tree roots, you and Steve worked on this purple guy together, he punched you down and you lost consciousness.

Your eyes opened when a boom and bright light came, you got up and moved over too Bucky, Thor came buzzing through the sky with a new weapon and it lodged into the purple guy. There was some talking you couldn't hear and he snapped.

Everyone looked around, Bucky looked at you and then at Steve. "Steve?" He called, "Y/N." He said as he turned to dust, as he was holding you up you dropped to the floor on top of the dust.

"Steve?" You said with a crack in your voice, his eyes locked with yours. The break in your eyes broke his heart, you stayed there feeling around for Bucky and silently crying as everyone else looked around.

After what seemed like forever Steve walked up to you, "we need too go." He said pulling you softly, "go where Steve?" You said not looking up from the floor, "where did he go Steve?" You said still not getting up, he picked you up bridal style and took you too the jet.

His heart broke, not just for his best friend but because he'd never seen you so broken before, he didn't know how to help you. He walked into your room and brought you some water and a little snack, you had just laid there staring at the ceiling, tears dropping from your eyes, your mind filled with memories of Bucky.

It had been a year, you were finally feeling a little better. You'd accepted Bucky was gone, you now needed to get better, you started with clearing your room, you had your little section for Bucky and you felt a little better.

You decided you'd go and see Steve, you'd been neglecting him and all he'd done is been there for you. In the time you'd spent grieving you'd lost weight and your face became more defined, your hair was very long and it was surprisingly thick. Steve had gotten you vitamins to take as you weren't eating correctly.

You had one of Bucky's hat on with a pair of black ripped jeans, a black vest top, a leather jacket and your dr martens. You walked through the streets with the wind through your hair. You'd walked past a small stall and got a coffee for yourself and Steve.

You knocked on his door and waited for him to answer, you stood there meant against the door as he opened it. "Hey Stevie." You said, a smile reaching the corners of his eyes. "Hey Y/N." He said pulling you in for a hug, you stiffened. "Sorry." He said as he let go. "No, no it's okay. I just, well I haven't really seen anyone since that day." You said softly. You walked into his apartment and it didn't take long for the conversations to flow.

Part two???