𝕁𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝔹𝕦𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕒𝕟 '𝔹𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕪' 𝔹𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕤 𝕀𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤

Importance (Bucky x Reader with other avengers)

You were going through a rough time at the moment; you didn't know why, you couldn't understand why, you couldn't grasp the fact that a hero was 'struggling'.

For the past two weeks you've not been able to sleep, you've been going to sleep stupid o'clock in the morning and waking up not much later, your eyes had bags under them which looked like black bruises rather than sleepy eyes, you'd rarely shower unless you had too and sometimes that was just too clean your hair, you weren't interested in anything that you used too and although you were quite, you rarely spoke.

Everyone in the tower started too realise your downward spiral, some where worried but in the life of a superhero they didn't have much time too worry. There was surprisingly a lot of 'saving' that needed doing and a lot of bad guys, well being bad.

There was never any question in the mind of any avengers that you wouldn't protect them if you needed too or if it came down too it. Even with said problems you were still a valuable strong member of the team, as of late you've been following Steve's orders which he was worried by because you weren't one to follow his orders which usually lead to a row in the conference room about how reckless you'd been, he was starting to miss it.

Certain little things you did hadn't gone unnoticed, you would force Tony to go to bed when he'd been playing about for two days straight and he was starting to notice, you would give Bruce a calming look when he began to get angry and he almost turned green but luckily Nat was around, you would keep the cupboard stocked with Thor's favourite Poptarts and Coffee without you he can never decide what poptarts to get and shopping with him is a nightmare, you and Vision has an unspoken connection you'd join him most evening too look over the skyline and tell him stories of New York he had began missing you, whenever you or Sam were in the same room you would joke around and annoy most avengers without you around the day was dull and Sam began to miss you, Clint missed the conversationa you'd have about his little girl, Peter just simply missed his 'big sister' who kept him safe and made him feel confident without you being around he rarely visited and when he did it was only Tony he would come too see, Rhodes began too miss the sass you'd give Tony, Wanda and Nat missed you checking in on them daily and the girls nights you would spend together and finally Bucky began declining without you, you played a big role in his life, you trained with him, you got him through his nightmares and like Bruce you had a calming aura that he didn't realise he needed.

Once most people started doing things by themselves it was clear they needed you, they needed too bring you out of this rut and they needed to do it quickly.

The final straw was when you walked out of your room in a black tracksuit, hood up over your headphones and sunglasses on. You walked past everyone feeling there eyes on you, you took a few calming breathes and walked out of the building.

"Where is she going?" Nat asked no one inperticular, everyone stood there dumbfounded, "Guys we need too do something know before we lose her completely. It's only a matter of time." Sam said getting increasingly worried.

You returned not long after and again walked past everyone you'd taken your hood down, you only stopped when you walked bang into Steve who had stood in front of you. You kept your head down and tried to move past him only too bump into Bucky.

No one knew what too do next, "Jesus your all a bunch of wussy's." Nat said, she attempted to pull your headphones off but you grabbed her hand, you had a tight grip on her wrist, Clint was there in a second but your hand gripped his wrist as he was about to grip you. "Touch these again and I'll break your hand." You said with almost a growl, both immediately let go. Bucky gripped your sunglasses and you gripped his wrist, he used his metal arm which was strong then you and pulled your glasses off.