A/N: pasensya na po hindi ko na naedit sorry sa mga typos at wrong grammars😉
Ken's POV
If I used to be happy every time I left the country, now I feel like I have given up my life not only my family will be left behind but also the woman I love
I endured not talking to Rita for a month and I was very hurt then, every time I saw her she was chasing me to talk to me I was also very hurt every time I shouted at her and forced her away from me as if my heart was being crushed by pain
I'm sorry for everything I did Rita promise I will come back, I will come back to you because I will still love you...
"Sir are you okay?" tanong ng driver ko, hindi ko namalayan umiiyak na pala ako
"I'm okay" aniko at binalin na lang sa labas ng kotse ang atensyon ko
when I reached my condo I bought a month ago, napaisip ako kung ano ang mangyayari sa akin ngayon, kakayanin ko kaya ang laban na ito? gusto ko pang bumalik kaya lalabanan ko tong problemang to
kinuha ko ang cellphone ko at tinawagan si Jason..
(Ken?) bungad sa akin ni Jason sa kabilang linya
"How is she?"
(she still doesn't go for work, the papers that are just piled on her desk are almost rotten)
sobrang galit ako sa sarili ko, because of me she's no longer goes to work, can she take care of herself? is she okay?
"okay, just give me an update when she gets to work, and hopefully Jason don't let Rita down" seryosong utos ko sa kaibigan ko
(Okay sige-sige, pag balik mo dito sa Pilipinas kasal na kami)
Damn you!
"just try, maybe you want to bury life?"
(Nag bibiro lang naman, sige na may trabaho pa ako)
pag katapos nang tawag namin ni Jason ay pumunta ako sa kitchen para mag luto..
"how is my ken?" nagulat ako nang may biglang mag salita habang kumakain ako
kaya tiningnan ko yun kung sino, damn this girl, I hate her!
"What are you doing here? can you not call me my Ken, you don't own me"
"What is wrong with that? we are the only two here" aniya at umupo sa kaharap kong upuan
nanatili lang akong tahimik at pinagpatuloy ang pagkain ko dahil wala akong gana para harapin tong walang kwentang babaeng to
"I'm here because Tito tells you that your checkup is tomorrow to find out what to do to get you better"
"I already know that, why do you need still to let me know?" this woman is a stupid
"why are you so mean to me? I don't think you loved me before"
"Nausea, umalis kana" aniko habang hinihintay siyang umalis
"Ken why not just me? I'm the one here for you, not like Rita who enjoys the fu--"
"I said leave!"
she seems scared of what I did, I don't need her in my life she is just a big obstacle in my life, damn..
dahil sa babaeng yun, mas lalong lumalala yung sakit ko nag pasya akong bumalik sa taas at mag pahinga
