After all, the world of reality isn't your illusive strawberry world.
Y/n is always the innocent, good Lil girl. She is so pure but can someone change her?
Can someone change Y/n and blind her by the love that she doesn't know what's right or wrong...
He didn't even cared about anyone. He didn't cared who will see us like that or not. He was blinded in something which was out of my thoughts.
Before I could even defend or do anything, he locked the door and slammed me against it. This scene it happened with me so many times now. But this time it was on another level. He wasn't going to stumble back now.
His hands made its way towards his tie which he loosen up. "You seriously have the guts to go and meet your male friends huh?"
My eyes got wider. Shit did he saw Hobi, and i-is he jealous?
"He is just a friend" i said in low voice. Don't want to make him angrier than he already is.
"Oh really?"
"Y-yes"
"Weren't you suppose to meet Jen's principal?"
"I met him and then while ccoming b-back i met him. We then just caught up with each others life "
"Is that so?"
I nodded.
"Then why does your text say otherwise"
"I-" wait what?! Who did he saw my text? I am sure he doesn't have access to my phone. Or is he just randomly saying it?!
"Why did you stop huh? Thinking how I knew about the chat ?"
I just looked at him in eyes. He was right on point.
He chuckled a little. That wasn't a cute or because of love that was a mocking one." I have access to your mobile. Did you forgot I am specialized in IT"
Oh he was right again. I actually forgot. Wait so does that means he even read my and Jen's chat?!. No no no no this is bad. Actually this is worst than I think.
He must have seen all much chats with everyone.
"I told you never think you can over smart me."
My lips parted a little. My face started to loose all its colours. I messed up. I meesed up again and its not even a week coming here.
Without anything else he did what he wanted to do. For years. And I couldn't even do a thing. I screamed, I cried, but he listened to nothing. He just took pleasure of it.
He didn't even calmed from my tears. He in fact loved it. I was trying to be strong and just do something, but he was way strong. He broke my mentally, every word he said while the whole torture just broke my heart into peices.
Each an every word is still fresh in my brain. Jimin not loving me, he just using me like I used Jack. Jen just spening her time and being nice to be only to leave me one day and will never turn her back towards me.
After a point I started to believe all of it. What if Jimin is actaully doing what Jongho said. What if he really was doing that? What if Jen the only one who was left as my faimly turn her back towards me? How will I survive.
If I can be selfish enough to destroy Jack's life just for loving me then they can also destroy my life for what deeds i did.
He got my dinner in the room. I don't know what happens to him. Is he bipolar? One second he is rough and the other he is soft.
I really don't know him.
I ate the dinner ever so silently. while he stared at me taking every bit.
He insisted that he help me eat but I was too afraid of his touch. Too afaraid even if he comes near.
He somehow guessed that feeling and didn't insisted further.
The whole night I was at the edge of bed. If I move I would definitely fall.
In a glimps I was not making motion. My brain was in dream mode and my body resting from the excessive workout.
The next few days wasn't that happening. I was staying at home most of the time. Jongho came back and did whatever he wished to do with me and I didn't oppose any one of his action.
I was too weak to do so. I was too tired to stop it. I wasn't metally well anymore. All my senses were gone. Jen started to look a little distant again. Mr. Kyun looked bored of my existence or was out of topic, so even he didn't spoke much with me.
The whole day i would just lie on the bed. Sometimes cooking food, watching drama, or just looking at the walls and ceiling with blank mind.
I was totally useless and not productive. My job looked useless, why isn't anyone looking forward to renovate. I want to walk out of this house but the constant fear of Jongho isn't letting me.
Though Jongho was being a little gentle with me all over. He saw the change in my behaviour. Not fighting back or something like that.
But he never complained. This is what he wanted from the starting. Me obeing him.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hey people.
I know boring chapter. Probably not the besf what I wrote. But I at this point I just want to end this ff so that i can start a new one.
I got so many new ideas for new once, but I am afraid that if I start to write them, I will forget about this and I don't want the my only 2 regular readers to wait for this not so good ff.
An update this soon because this photo just came up and its out of the world. I feel happy, he made the ruined day good for me.
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