Poprocks and coke

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮-𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩

"You don't even sound that bothered. Billie I'm moving to Rome!" I sighed to him for the second time as he drove him and I to school in the car.

He just laughed at me, his eyes on the road as he shook his head.

"Why don't you care! This is crazy- I don't wanna go to Rome. I wanna stay here. Rome isn't me- I'm not a Rome type of person!"

"Just focus on school today, you have all the time in the world to complain after,"

"All the time in the-? Billie I'm moving soon!"

"Well when are you moving?"

"I don't know!"

What an earth was I suppose to do? I wanted to be with Billie... and I'm not sure but I got the impression he maybe felt the same. But how is that suppose to work when I'm going to Rome?

And more importantly... why didn't he care?

We got to school, I tried to focus on most of my classes but failed. I don't focus anyway, and now with all this there wasn't any chance I would.

Classes aside, I made it to dinner. As I joined Billie, Mike, Tre, Eden and Coby on the table.

"So I assume we all sit together now?" I asked confused, throwing my bag under the table as I took the spare seat Billie saved me beside him.

"Sadly," Eden mumbled against her hand which held up her head, which was followed by Billie sending her a glare. Before she added. "Kidding!"

"So tell them," Billie told me, elbowing my arm.

"Tell us what?" Tre asked confused as I nodded fixing my posture.

"Right yeah, so... basically I'm moving to Rome," I un-dramatically let out.

Expecting the obvious. For them all to be like 'what?' 'No!' And what not.

But none of them did? None of them even looked the slightest bit bothered.

"Rome huh?" Mike tried not to snigger.

"Yes! Why are you laughing!"

He then let out the laugh. I looked over at Billie with my eyebrows furrowed. He gave me a shrug before I looked back at them all.

"You guys don't care?"

I looked across the table at everyone. Coby shrugged, Eden gave me a funny look and Tre and Mike tried not to laugh.

I was kinda hurt. I don't know if they didn't believe me or they just really didn't care.

Clear to say I didn't understand in the slightest. I looked back at Billie, who then looked at me. I gave him the most self pitiful eyes before asking him. "Do you even care?"

He bit his lip. Looking at the rest of the table for almost help on what to say. Then after he found no answer in them he looked back at me. "Just don't worry about it,"

~

For the rest of the day, I was pretty much a bitch to everyone including Billie Joe. I told him I was walking home and I refused to get in the car. He kept offering to drive me back but I ended up walking away.

I didn't understand why no one cared. It made me feel like I was being over dramatic over this. When I know I wasn't. I'm moving to fucking Rome I can be as dramatic as I want.

My rage didn't end after I left Billie. I got home and ignored my mom who was packing up the living room. Going straight into my room which was basically not even mine anymore. It was just a room. I also noticed the for sale sign had eventually been stuck into the front garden after when I refused to do it last night.