𝙸 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄 [𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙳𝚈&𝙹𝙰𝙲𝙺𝙻𝚈𝙽]

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RYAN'S POV

It's been three weeks since I met Andy and I have to admit that I had a wonderful time with him, with all honesty I hope there will be others.

In every moment we spent together, my desire to know him increased and slowly I began to feel something for him. The first day I saw him I felt something weird but it was damn good, but I kept telling myself that I couldn't fall in love with a person I had literally just seen... but not everything goes according to plan.

On one of the many days we spent together, the day we went to the lake, Andy told me he had a girlfriend, when he told me you could see a sad expression on my face. Anyway Andy doesn't even know I'm gay so I just have to try to pretend there's no problem and everything's great.

ANDY'S POV

I don't remember exactly how long it's been since Ryan and I met, but that day something changed.

Let's take a step back, since I haven't even introduced myself. Hello everyone, my name is Andrew Fowler and I am 25 years old, I was born in Stockport, England on February 16th 1994. I am a nice and funny guy. Sometimes I like being alone and playing my guitar and singing, taking short breaks to sip my beloved tea, other times I like going out with my best friend Brooklyn. He has always been there for me, from the day I met him he has always been by my side and helped me and clearly I did the same for him.

My dad abandoned us when my mom was pregnant with me and so I never really had a relationship with him. I've seen him a few times in my entire life, but in the end it's okay. The thing I hate most of all is that my father left the most wonderful, fantastic woman I've ever known: my mom.

Almost everyone has two parents and those who have only one are seen badly, but why? I personally consider myself lucky to have only my mother as a parent, also because if my father had stayed with her but didn't love her then it would have been a thousand times worse because he would have been forced to stay with us only because of me... for a mistake as I'm sure he thought. However, I am proud that Leslie Fowler is my mom. I'm always grateful to her for everything she has done for me and will do again. The way she raised me, the values ​​she passed on to me, the support she always gave me. I think I'll never be grateful enough.

Anyway, going back to what I was saying earlier, the day I met Ryan he was in the bar I usually go to when I have nothing better to do, and that happened quite often before I met him. You will ask: "Don't you have a girlfriend to hang out with?" Well yes, actually you are right, I have a girl named Hannah, she is very nice and funny, but I don't know, after I met Ryan that day many things changed between us. Before we had problems or at least for me it was like that, but now, looking back on how I felt for her before meeting him, even then it was not about love, I simply enjoyed her company.

Damn it's all so confusing! I'm not even gay, I could be bisexual maybe... it's all a big mess. Asking questions like this is very horrible!