𝖠𝖽𝗆𝗂𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖬𝗌 𝖪𝗂𝗆 | 𝗍𝖺𝖾𝗇𝗇𝗂𝖾

locked

We're locked inside Jimin's room. Just us two, alone. I swear if I see that jerk again, I'll not hesitate to kill him.

I knew my guts were right. He's planning something. Something that I wouldn't like, well, I like to be with her but in this case? No. 

I don't want myself getting stuck in an awkward situation and be surrounded by thick tension with her. It's unbearable for me.

I think it has been half an hour since we got locked in here and the sun is slowly setting. We had a breathtaking view up here, the hues of purple and pink from the sky is somewhat helping me to relax a little bit.

I and she were meters apart sitting at the end of the couch the short guy owned. We're not talking, just sitting while she's on her phone while I was just looked at the view outside.

I can feel her staring at me once in a while, same as me. When I had the chance, I'll take a look at her lovely side profile; her cute chubby cheeks, her dark hair, pale skin and the mole under her eyebrows are the features I want to look at forever.

It may seem like I'm exaggerating but I'm not. I never liked a girl like this before and the strangest thing is that we already slept together but we're still in a  situation wherein we act like strangers like nothing exactly happened to us and I hate it.

I don't know if my feelings are just temporary or not. I've never felt like these all my life. Being anxious around a girl is not in my vocabulary until I met her.

Many things changed when we crossed paths that night. I lost my virginity, I had a crush with the girl I slept with and I became more and more conscious on how I look which is very strange of me since everyone knows that I look good no matter what I wear and that includes myself ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

My thoughts were interrupted when I felt her turning around to face me completely making me froze on my spot. I'm not looking at her but I can see her actions on my peripheral vision.

The phone that she had in her hold a few moments ago was now nowhere to be found, maybe she placed it back in her bag? I don't know. All I know is that she is looking straight at me.

I acted cool and slumped my back on the couch freely, not minding her intimidating gaze gaping straight into my soul.

Then I noticed that we're slowly enveloped by the dark and that's when I saw that the beautiful sky that I was staring earlier was long gone and replaced by dark clouds, indicating that it's about to rain.

She must have noticed me staring outside because she cleared her throat, trying to catch my attention In which I acted as if I didn't care, when...

"Mr Kim." Her sweet honey-like voice called which had me surprised. This is the first time she communicated with me for a week that she's been ignoring me.

Okay, relax Kim Taehyung, relax, I reminded myself before I responded.

"Yes?" Okay, wtf! What was that? My voice cracked! What a great way to embarrass myself.

She stayed silent for a while staring at me same as me. We were just looking at each other's eyes, waiting for someone to speak or do something that could break our intense staring contest.

"I... I want to fix our... relationship, " she started and looked down, her hands were fiddling with each other while I remained glued on my seat, looking at her while waiting for her continue, "I don't want to avoid you anymore or to be awkward with each other, I want us to have a normal boss-employee relationship like how you treat me before. "

I was stunned when she finished her words. Fixing our relationship means that I have to forget all that happened and start a new with her right? Well, she's wrong.

"You're saying that you don't want to ignore me anymore, right?" I asked and tilted my body to face her as well and she muttered a small 'yes' as a reply.

"Then don't, but if you're thinking that what I felt towards you will change, you're wrong, " I stopped to see her reaction, she was surprised and confused at the same time, her brows were furrowed, maybe thinking of how insane I am? I don't know and I don't care what she thinks about me. What matters to me right now is that I'll get to express what I feel.

"I'm serious about you, Jennie, " her head rose when she heard me, her wide eyes were staring straight at me as if waiting for me to continue, "I like you and I think that this feeling will not fade soon." I finished calmly, no signs of nervousness in my voice, only the sound of the rain touching the buildings surface echoed after I spoke.

"But-"

"Give me a chance, " I spoke again before she could start, "please," I begged, I am that desperate for her.

I never did this to someone in my whole life but I don't know, when it comes to her, I'm willing to do everything, even things that make me look desperate or something like that.

"I just had a rough breakup Taehyung, " she reasoned and I was shocked when she mentioned my name, just my name.

So we're in first name basis now?

" I can't handle anoth-" She cut herself off and gasped when the lights went off, the dark was consuming over Jimin's department since there's no light from the moon outside,  the sky was also covered with dark clouds.

"Uhm, I'll get the emergency light, " she stood up with her phone in hand, finding the way where the emergency lights we're placed.

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