𝖠𝖽𝗆𝗂𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖬𝗌 𝖪𝗂𝗆 | 𝗍𝖺𝖾𝗇𝗇𝗂𝖾

chance

I just remained in my seat while watching her and in a few minutes, she came back with the lamp. She was looking at me and I returned the favour, I also looked at her with adoration.

She's cute...and pretty. I don't know but she's perfect in my eyes. Her figure was becoming more and more apparent when she placed the lamp on the small table in front of us.

She went back to her seat earlier to put her phone back on her purse while I just sat there, waiting for something to happen that involves my help.

I'm afraid that this discussion will be like what happened on the first time I admit my identity, be forgotten and act like nothing happened and I'm sick of it. I want this to be finished now, whether she'll give me a chance or not, I'll tell her what I feel.

"Jen, " I called her name, just like the way I called her when we first met. It sounds weird to me but I'm glad I'm able to call her that.

Her head tilted when she heard me. She sat back on her seat and slowly faced me.

Okay, relax.

"We-, "

" I can't, " she cut me off and repeated what she said earlier. She seems to know my intention to bring back our subject earlier that's why she did that.

"We don't need to rush, " I insisted, "we can get to know each other first, just give me a chance to prove myself, that's all I ask."

We were silent after I talked. No one utters a single word until...

"Ahh!" I heard her scream because of a thunder. Her petite body flew towards me, her hands were gripping my clothes and leaned on my chest.

I was caught off guard of what she did. She's hugging me!! I bet she can already hear my heart beating super fast and just the thought of it makes me more embarrassed. I already did something so embarrassing earlier and this is only adding to my embarrassment.

Okay, this is so weird. What am I supposed to do?

I was still thinking when I felt her tightening her grip on my clothes. It means that she wants to be encompassed, right?

Slowly, I tried to lift my arms and embrace her tiny figure which was trembling. Is she that afraid to thunders?

When I completely enveloped her in my hold, sudden images of that night flashed in my mind, we we're exactly in the same position, the only disparity is that we're in a sitting position right now.

I shrugged my thoughts off and returned my focus on the girl in my hold. I didn't know she's easily frightened so I made a mental note in my mind, never do something that can scare her.

But I'm somewhat thankful for that loud thunder cause if it isn't because of those, she wouldn't be right here in my arms, curled up like a little girl.

"it's okay, I'm here, " I whispered, stroking her hair away that is covering her face and she slowly nod her head as a response.

The uncomfortable atmosphere earlier was already taken away. I was surprised when I realised how fast the happenings are. Just a few moments ago we were sitting away and ignoring each other but now, there's no space between us as she curled up right in my arms.

I don't know what happened to me but I suddenly ran my hand from her shoulders up to her hair and cheeks, caressing it in the process. Unconsciously, I  bought her face near to mine and place a small kiss on her forehead in hopes that it can help her to relax and it did.

She separated herself away from me and I suddenly felt cold, maybe because the absence of her warmth?

"thank you, " she uttered, just enough for me to hear and I smiled in response. We were starting into each others soul when I suddenly had the urge to kiss her.

What the fuck?! Control yourself! I mentally scolded myself for having such a horrible thought.

But the sight of her biting her lower lip makes it more and more difficult for me. She was acting as if her actions doesn't have an effect on me wherein fact, it's causing me to lose my self-control.

It's now or never, just one,

And I leaned in which surprised her, she backed away a little bit but she didn't pushed me away so this my cue, I leaned in and closed the gap between us.

Her eyes widen at my action. Well, I, myself doesn't know what I'm doing too. My lips touched hers in a gentle manner, waiting for her to push me away but she didn't.

Not long after when she reciprocated my kiss and I was shocked with that. I though she doesn't want me? Maybe just a favour since this is the last time? I don't care, what matters now is our kiss.

It started off slow and sensual, enjoying each others presence when she stood up from her seat and alleviated herself in my lap.

Her hands were tangled on my hair as we enjoyed our make out session until my mind registered what we're doing.

this is getting wild. Are we gonna end up-?

The kiss immediately turned heated when she gave me access to enter my tongue and explore her mouth.

My hands started to move on it's own and explored her body just like what I did that night. I started stroking her back as our lips moved in sync with each other until we realised the need of air to breath.

We gradually detached our lips and exhaled a large amount of air. She closed her eyes and I felt her grip on my hair loosened.

What if I'll ask her one last time. That's not a bad idea, right?

Our forehead touched when she lowered her face and I took the chance to ask her, this is my last chance so better not waste it.

"Please, " I started, she seemed confused because she opened her eyes and her dark orbs was staring right into mine, "give me a chance."

I didn't know how many times I used the word 'please ' tonight which is really not me. It's not my thing to say please but it seems that my self changes when I'm with her and I'm enjoying every moment.

"I'll try, " she mumbled which caught me off-guard for the second time tonight.

"What?" I immediately asked to see if I'm not mistaken, it could be just my imagination, right?

"I said I'll try, I'll give you a chance, " she replied, her voice was small. Her actions tonight amazed me. She always surprises me and I'm not complaining. I love everything about her.

A huge smile crept to my life before I leaned once again. My lips simply touched hers as if testing her but my girl never disappoints, a second later, she returned my kiss with the same hunger as mine and that's enough to keep my sanity.

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