Perfect Timing {Gream AU}

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TW- suicide mentions, self harm

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Hey guys, this isn't a chapter sadly :(

Today I almost did something bad. I sat in the shower with the lights off while I was home alone, and grabbed a pair of scissors out of the drawer. I wanted to cut again, after being clean for seven months. I wanted to slit my wrists. I wrote letters to my family and friends.

I didn't do it.

I wanted to SO FUCKING BAD, but I didn't. This is the second time this year I almost committed, and I'm scaring myself. I suck at asking for help from people because it's TERRIFYING. I'm scared of being judged.

I'm still clean, don't worry.

That's why there was no update today. Thank you everyone for your patience.. it means a lot to me.

I'm sorry if this triggered anyone.

If you want to talk, my Wattpad message box is always open.

Shoot me a message if you ever feel like I did today.

<3