I love you.... (bakugo x black reader aizawas daughter)

Performance (2)

The music play's and the girls start cheering. Thing's was getting good so we decided to shut everything down with a killer performance. 

When we finished everyone was clapping, i jumped off the stage and ran to bakugo 

Me~ How'd i do baby?

Bakugo~ I never knew you could move so fast y/n 

I notice a hint of pink spread across his cheek, i give him a kiss and walk away swaying my hips and flipping my hair while latching onto mina and momo's arms.

Bakugo's pov:

The girls are cheerleading and honestly i have never been more surprised in my entire life, they moved fast but they stunts was so smooth and it looked so perfect. Y/n has really been working with them i can see they've gotten more flexible as well. But my main focus is y/n she looks gorgeous in her new cheerleading uniform. When they finish we talk for a little bit then she kisses me and walks away, i watch her and ugh oh my god she's so thick. The way she sways her hips and flips her hair it's almost as if she is teasing me 

calm down hormone monster you'll get to her when she's ready.

You're right, but i can't help it.

well start to help it you don't wanna scare her away

whatever

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My pov:

The girls changed to their regular clothes except for me, why? cause i didn't feel like changing my body my choice the fuck. N E WAYS i was with mina and she had grapes and pineapples, i took some while still holding onto her arm. We decided to talk around the house and "EXPLORE" a little. We talked about school and our grades. That was until i seen something when mina and i turned a corner in the hall that broke my heart....

Bakugo's pov:

Everyone scattered around the house eating and talking, i chose to stick by myself and think of things to get y/n. I decided to go up stairs and chill in the hall by the balcony it would take a while for anyone to get here so i have a while to think about things alone or so i thought....

I was thinking about getting her a promise ring and taking her out somewhere nice, i wanted to show her how much she means to me.

Round face- Hey bakugo wait up

oh my fucking god what does this bitch want 

Me~ what do you want round face?

 i bluntly said 

Round face- Oh nothing much i just wanted to see what you we're up to 

she's too friendly she's being sus i know she's up to something

This girl creeps me out, i don't even like her and here she is all up in my face.

She get's closer to me and i make a disgusted face trying to push her away but i was too late...she kissed me, i heard something fall in the hallway and i look to see mina and y/n.

y/n's pov: 

Bakugo....he kissed her? of all people he could have kissed, he kissed bobble head?

I was angry, i wanted to cry i felt so many things at that moment i didn't know how to react but my body most definitely did. I charged towards her and pushed her to the ground punching her repeatedly, she tried to kick me so i stabbed her leg, Mina and bakugo tried to get me off of her but i some how got super strength out of no where. Tears were falling from my cherry red face as i punched on bobble head...after seeing her cry i stood up and looked at my bloody hands then at bakugo 

Bakugo~ Y/n i-

 i smacked him 

Me~ we're done bakugo, i am done with you. I thought i could trust you and this is how you treat me? after everything i've been though with you and izuku this is the thank you i get in return for sticking by your side ? i should have stopped being your friend a long time ago but i chose to stick around cause i love you....you said you wouldn't hurt me anymore....

he looked like he wanted to say something but i already left before he had the chance, everyone was at the bottom of the stairs so i pushed my way past them as they follow me asking me what's wrong. I kept crying, my hands and lips was trembling, i felt weak and broken all over again.

WHY WOULD HE DO THIS TO ME? I THOUGHT HE LOVED ME  

Midoriya's pov:

I go upstairs to see Ochako on the floor all bloody and bakugo is on the wall  looking as if he wants to cry. 

Me~ What happened?

 i ask looking towards bakugo

Mina~ YOUR FUCKING WHORE OF A GIRLFRIEND KISSED BAKUGO AND Y/N SEEN IT AND SNAPPED. ALL SHE WANTED TO DO WAS HANG OUT WITH HER BOYFRIEND BUT YOUR HOE ASS GIRLFRIEND HAS FUCKED IT UP YOU FUCKING DECIDED TO DATE THIS IDIOT AND SHE'S BEEN MESSING WITH Y/N SINCE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL FUCKING CHECK HER BEFORE I DO MIDORIYA AND I MEAN IT

mina screams next to me leaving. 

My heart broke, i didn't think ochako would do something like that to y/n, i knew y/n didn't like her but i never understood why i guess now i know some of the reason. 

Me~ O-ochako i'm breaking up with you, you never had a reason to treat y/n the way you did and you didn't have to kiss her now ex boyfriend not only that but you kissed him while we was supposed to be dating. I bet this was just a scheme to anger y/n. I'm no longer part of your drama i dont like you anymore dont come around me or my best friend ever again or so help me god i will kill you and that's a promise

 And with that i left...

I'm gonna check up on y/n

y/n's pov AGAIN:

(🔞TW: self harm skip this chap and the next chap when i upload it if you're sensitive to the topic🔞)

I was home, i went to the kitchen and seen a letter from dad 

Hey princess, it's dad sorry for not being here when you got back. Hizashi wanted to go out for a little while. We'll be back some time tonight, i left you with my credit card you know what to do. I love you ~dad and Hizashi 

I just cried, that's all i could do. I didn't even feel like locking the door i don't care about who comes in at this point, i go to my room and take a shower, i changed into a white crop top, silky f/c panties and bra and fuzzy white shorts with white ankle socks.  when i got out of the shower i looked at myself in the mirror everything just felt so messed up, dizzy, not real as if it's all fake and make believe. 

Am i not pretty enough? is that the reason he kissed her and not me? is it cause my butt is too big and hers is smaller? is it because of her hair? why did he have to do that to me....what was the reason

I sat on the floor devastated as thoughts filled my head.

You're not good enough and you never were, killing yourself would be easy. Should have done it a long time ago

If you killed yourself no one would have to worry about you and your bullshit

He never liked you anyways and you know that, you was just a child playing a game...HIS game that you got tricked in and you lost. 

I stopped crying and went to the medicine cabinet and grabbed the box of razors, I dumped them onto the floor. I held onto one and felt my heart pounding through my chest, i started making small cuts on my left arm and as i went up i made them bigger and deeper. I winched at the pain but i did not stop no matter what. I didn't stop until i had at least 10 maybe 15 of them on the left so i moved onto my right arm, though my left arm was weak but i had enough strength to do the same to my right arm and that i did.

My vision became blurry as i lost some hearing, i started panicking and then boom. I'm out for the count everything's black. i passed out....

It's all your fault...