Let it Be

26

This chapter is also short.

You are going to hate me so much.

I'm sorry in advance

*gives you tissue*

January 10 1:35 am

Ashley jolted up from her sleep. She began to hyperventilate about everything she remembers that she went through. And I mean everything.

She grabbed Matthews arm and let it fall back onto his torso. Her hands were shaking and trembling. She just couldn't handle anything anymore.

She stood up from her bed and wrote Matthew a letter.

'Matt, don't even bother looking for me. There isn't anything you can do. You tried to fix me, but you couldn't. There is only so much you can do, and you tried. I'm running away. Don't look for me. My life was the worst. And I don't want to put a burden on you. I moved to Virginia for a new start, but it backfired since something that haunted my past and came back to haunt me again.

Just don't try. I just give up. I'm done. I'm so done with everything. I hate life. I don't want to live it. Goodbye Matthew Lee Espinosa

I love you, and never forget that. You are truly amazing

-Ashley'

A tear fell from her face as she wrote her name. It fell onto the paper and she put it on her night stand.

Ashley grabbed her car keys and wallet and began to slowly walk down the stairs. She walked outside to her car and unlocked it.

She put the keys in the ignition and the engine roared. She then gripped the steering wheel with tears forming in her eyes.

"I'm not strong, I'm not beautiful, I'm not smart, I don't deserve Matthew, I'm a slut, I'm irritating, no one likes me, everyone leaves. And matt eventually will." She says to herself and a few more years blurred her vision.

The stoplight turned red and she sped up, ignoring the laws. She didn't care anymore. Her world was just crashing down. There was just so much pain felt in her that she just didn't want to live anymore. The constant bullying, the constant insults, the constant judging. It only took her three months to actually break.

Her chest was heaving up and down, unable to contain her emotions she just wanted to be with her parents. She just wanted to be with her grandmother, she just wanted to be with destiny, she just wanted a normal life, but her parents death was the start of her depression. And then it was destiny, and then it was the bullying and then it was him, and then the website.

Ashley was so sensitive. She was never confident like what Mya thought when she first met him, she wasn't feisty when Victoria talked to her. She wasn't actually happy when Matthew talked to her. Just merely distracted. Everything was just an act to cover up the sadness in her face. She was just broken. Her heart was made of fragile glass and it just broke.

"I'm sorry matt I'm just going to have to break your promise." She sniffs and another tear rolls down. She picked up the speed of her car up to 100 and she kept going straight until-

* * * * * * * * *

Don't kill me

That was the end of this book

It was always planned like this.

Don't stab me with your knife

Pls

The intro to the sequel is up and so is the first chapter :D

It's called giving up

You can just go on my profile if you want :D

(P.s. I'm trying to lighten the mood)