a patchwork quilt of maybes and almosts ✓

time

deep thoughts... happy thursday :)

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where did the

time go

you are always

asking me

that which i

cannot answer

i can't say

what i was doing

because i don't

want you to know

because i can't

think of a lie

good enough

to explain

why i write

what i write

i have one

in the works

i hope you know

that i'm a very

good liar

one of the best

mostly because

i don't tell people

enough

to not have my

ass covered

and this case

is the same

so i've kept my

mouth shut

these only take

minutes

especially

when you have

told me something

i don't like

or when i'm especially

down

you don't notice

i'm glad

if you do

it's always

"why are you so

grumpy all the

time"

i wish i could explain

without hurting you

i wish i could explain

that it's because of

you

but i won't

i never will

at least i don't think so

and if i do

it will be because i

can't think of anything

else to say

and i'll need

the ultimate

distraction

i refuse

to call myself

depressed

and yet my time

blows away

to sad poetry

maybe i am

just a little bit

i hope that

you never

find out