HIGH ON COMMON SENSE 𝙅𝙤𝙨𝙝𝙪𝙖 𝘽𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙩𝙩

AN

⚠️ multiple mini rants happen In this. Once I start writing I can't stop😂

Hiiiiiii

I'm sorry

I really am.

I just want to start by saying I'm not abandoning this book or putting it on hold. I promise. Unless people don't want me to finish this book anymore. Because honestly I'm not sure whether any one even reads or likes this book. I explain this a little better down below. Just carry on reading I get there eventually😂

I'm sorry this is only a AN after a month. I have a problem with procrastination. You would think that with England going into another lockdown it would be easier to update and it would happen more often. But as I said, I've been dealing with procrastination and writers block.

I've never really finished a project that I've really wanted to. I get excited and then half way through I lose interest or get distracted and then just never go back to it. For example, this book. I started writing chapters and getting ideas; I wrote them down and even had enough ideas for like 5 more books that I have notes on. I have even more ideas in my head for other books- I just haven't wrote them down. When I first started this book, I was writing pretty much every other day. I had a 2 week break because I couldn't figure out the last couple of chapters; and now that's happened again. Other times, I start a project and then one day I leave it alone and then I never go back to it. I can't be bothered or I have no more ideas or I get busy with something else and forget about the project for a while before I remember it and then it's too late as I've lost interest. I don't really know what's going on with this book. Maybe I just have old fashioned writers block. Maybe I've lost interest. Maybe it's just because it's been so long that I have clicked on this book that I've kind of forgotten it. Maybe it's because I have so many ideas about other books that I'm more excited about those. Maybe it's because I don't think anyone actually reads/ likes this book so I'm losing motivation to continue for anyone.

I never thought this book was going to be amazing. I started this because I found out that there were books about Josh and hsmtmts and wanted to join in and I had my own idea. This book was just so I could prove to myself that I could finish a book and create a story and maybe actually have people read and like my writing. This book especially is just a nice book. For the above reasons. No real drama, nothing overly ground breaking. Just hopefully semi good writing and an idea. So I could prove I could finish a book. And slightly because I'm very indecisive and didn't know which way to take the drama and the rollercoaster and eventually just opted out.

I'm also wondering whether anyone actually likes this book or even reads it. I don't get much feedback and honestly without that I really don't know what anyone thinks.

So I don't know whether I should carry on with this book just to finish it. Because I have out a lot of time and effort into this even if it doesn't seem like it. Maybe I should start a new book? Or maybe I should just stop writing all together?

I really don't know what to do.

If you would like to see more books from me or to scrap this one and start a whole new one maybe you could help me? Below are some of my book ideas. Let me know what you would like to see?

• finish this book

• I have some more Joshua Bassett fanfic ideas

• Ricky fanfics

• an EJ fanfic. Story time, the first time I heard of this cast was in the react video the cast done. I didn't like the look of Josh. I much preferred Matt; I found him funnier and honestly at the time, more attractive. ( I know I'm very sorry, I like Josh and Matt now. I promise)