May we meet again (Clexa)

Chapter 27

Clarke laid in her bed, surrounded by heeps of clothes, she had no idea on what she should wear, Madi had gone over to her mother's and she needed input, she picked up her phone and clicked on her sister's number.

"You're calling me." Raven deadpanned, she hated phone calls, texting a bit better but phone calls were her enemy.

"Don't you want to help your favorite person pick out an outfit for her date?" Clarke asked, biting her lower lip, anticipating her sisters answer.

"Firstly Aden is my favorite person and I'll be there in fifteen,"

"Bring me hot wings and milkshake please." Clarke said, excited that she wouldn't have to be alone anymore.

"Clarke..."

"Pretty please, I need food, I'm stressed Rae, it's like our first date since she came back and I'm kind of nervous, it'll just be us two."

"Hot wings and Milkshake it is," Raven said, "And Clarke?"

"Yeah."

"You and Lexa are meant to be, the date will be perfect okay?"

"Okay." Clarke replied, she felt herself relax at her sister's words, Lexa and her were really meant to be. They had fought for each other, gave up their lives to be together and even when they were apart, their hearts called out to each other even in great distance, and finally they had come back together again, stronger than they'd ever be or could have been.

She sat in front of the tv watching The amazing world of gumball, it would always be her favorite cartoons. 

A few minutes ticked by and there was the sound of the door being thrown open and Raven tumbling in, Clarke walked to the door and took the milkshake and wings in her hand, she gave Raven a kiss on the cheek and went to her bedroom.

"So, where's Lexa taking you." Raven sat next to her sister, and laid her head on her shoulder.

"I don't know, I must dress Elegant but for the outdoors," Clarke replied.

"You know that's just code for wear a long super flowy dress, light texture  and just maybe wear a sandal, don't worry. We'll find something in this mess." Raven said.

"And that's why you're here, my own personal savior." Clarke said.

"Has Lexa said anything to you, maybe about the party?" Raven asked, putting her milkshake aside. Clarke recalled the question, whenever they were in high school and Raven had done something  she shouldn't have , she'd ask Clarke that question, Has____ said anything about me. 

"Should she have?" Clarke asked.

"No it's nothing." Raven said, but Clarke could see from Ravens eyes that it wasn't nothing, whatever it was she wore on her shoulders, big and heavy, weighing her down.

"You know you can tell me anything, right?" Clarke finally stopped eating as she noticed something really wrong must have happened to put her sister in a state of fear, Raven Reyes feared nothing, not ever unless it was really big.

Raven got up from the bed and walked over to the window, she looked outside, seeing nothing in particular. "I cheated..." She said, turning back to look at Clarke who looked at her with her mouth hanging open.

"Raven..." Clarke was cut off by Raven.

"I don't need a lecture Clarke, I did something bad and now I don't know how to fix it, it's eating me alive and I can't tell her, she'll hate me, my amazing and loving fiancee will hate me and I wouldn't blame her," Raven let her tears drop on the floor, she looked up and found Clarke's eye on her, but now her facial features softer.