little love

21

"turn the shower head on," ashton growls, as hs pulls the drain and then starts to strip naked. calum stands up, turns the shower head on, and basically jumps on ashton when the older boy steps into the shower.

"i missed you," calum whispers against ashtons lips as they make out like desprately, trying to make up for the two weeks without love filled kisses, cuddles, and sex.

"i missed you too," ashton murmurs, lifting calum up by the back of his thighs. calum immediately wraps his legs around ashtons waist, and whimpers when ashton pushes him up against the shower wall.

"come on," calum whispers, tipping his head back as ashton starts to press kisses to the soft skin. ashton chuckles, and uses the wall and one hand to hold calum up. ashton brings his other hand up to calums mouth, and calums quick to suck on three fingers.

ashton watches calums lips, and the way calum slowly bobs his head just to tease ashton. it wasnt working this time. after ashtons fingers were wet enough, ashton pulls his fingers out of calums mouth and pressed them to calums tight, puckered hole.

calum sucks in a breath. even though calum was still really upset as ashton, he wanted this. he wanted to feel ashton against him and to breathe in his familiar scent. the smaller boy needed to feel something other than pain.

ashton presses his lips to calums as he shoves two fingers in calum straight away, making calum gasp and clentch down around him.

"you're so tight, babe," ashton grunts against calums lips, "you feel so good around my fingers."

calum whines louder, and throws his head back.

prepping doesn't take long. once ashtons working three fingers into calum easily, he pulls them out and lines himself up.

as soon as ashtons bottomed out inside of calum, they both sigh out.

"move your legs over my shoulders," ashton grunts, doing his best to not start pushing himself into calums tight heat. calum whimpers, and carefully moves his legs over ashtons shoulders.

"i feel like i should hate you," calum spits out when ashton starts to slowly rock his hips.

"then hate me," ashton growls, gripping onto calums hips tighter.

"i still don't understand why you sent me away!" calum cries out, throwing his head back, "like i meant nothing to you!"

ashton pins calums shoulders to the wall with his own, and then harshly starts to thrust deeply into calum, making calum cry out and clench down.

"you mean everything to me!" ashton growls, "thats why i did this! i want what's best for you but you just don't see that!"

ashton feels more anger bubble in his chest as he pushes himself deeper into calum. of course it proved that calum didn't listen, or even try to understand why this was needed.

calum grabs a fistful of ashtons hair, and yanks his head back, hard. ashton growls, shakes calums hand out of his hair, and then harshly bites down over calums pulse. calum moans and cries as more pre come splurts on his tummy (which is quickly washed away from the shower water).

ashton pulls back, and licks over the bite which is slightly bleeding.

"you're a bitch!" calum cries.

"you're an asshole!" ashton spits back, and then starts harshly jackrabbiting into calums abused hole. it has calum screaming in pleasure, and desprately grabbing at ashtons biceps.

calum squirts come between them, making ashton moan and come inside of calums clenching heat.

its silent as ashton sets calum down on his own two shaky legs, and turns the shower off. they dry off, and then head back to the spare room. after they're dressed, ashton turns to calum.

"help me take your sheets off. we're cleaning this room."

calum just nods, and helps ashton clean up.

they get the sheets in the wash, along with the same clothes calum had been wearing for days in a row. ashton also makes calum eat something, which ends up being a piece of toast.

calum eats all of it.

by the time michael gets back, theyre both sitting in the family room in silence.

"please, don't go," calum whispers.

"i'll call you before bed."

ashton leaves while michael holds calum back. it was heart wrenching, again, but this needed to be done. ashton just hopes that calum would try to get better, for himself.

and for their marriage.

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im not sure how i feel about this chapter
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