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Jaden just got out of the shower. He didn't really talk. He just put on his clothes and sat on the edge of the bed to put in his shoes.
"Jadeeeeen" I whined and stuck my head between his hand and thigh so I can get in his point of view (I DO THST ALL THE TIME DONT YELL ME THAT YOU DONT).
"Mhm?" He said and I whined.
"Don't be maaaad" I said making a puppy face.
"I'm not mad" he said smiling slightly.
"Come on Jaden you're upset I can see it"
"No I swear I'm not mad! I just- I don't even know I guess I'm more nervous than I should" he said and I nodded.
"Okay don't be nervous okay? You're gonna do great. Like every time. Okay? If you need anything just text me. Subtly tho! Don't let her thing they you're texting another girl! Andddd... If you're gonna... Y'know bring her here, text me and I'll go over to Anna's so you can have sEgS" I said smirking and he laughed.
"Ugh I literally LOVE you!" He said and kissed my cheek. He stood up and kissed me again.
"I love you too! Byeee good luck!" I said and he walked out of the house. Well, this might will be boring without Jaden.

~time skip because who cares~

It's been two hours and I haven't received a text or something from Jaden. They must have gone to her house to fuck. Yeah, that's exactly what Jaden would do. I suddenly heard the door open and then slam close. I stood up and walked to the living room to see a very pissed Jaden. I took his hand and dragged him to the bedroom.
"C'mon tell me what's wrong?" He looked me with a softer look and shook his head a little.
"Let me change first" he said and I nodded. He changed into sweatpants and a hoodie. He laid down next to me and just stared at the ceiling.
"So?" I asked and he let out a loud groan.
"I'm so fucking stupid. Ugh! She said that she only sees me as a friend! And that she doesn't want anything more to do with me!" He said and groaned one more time. "And she has a girlfriend"
"Oh- that's a plot twist" I said. He looked at me and shook his head.
"Why me? Why do I keep fucking everything up? I just asked to find someone and be happy!" He said and started softly crying. I opened my arms and he hugged me. He buried his head in my neck and kept crying a little.
"Come on Jaden, don't worry... You'll find the one"
"I just want to meet a nice and caring girl! What have I done to not deserve it?!" He said and I shook my head.
"Jaden, don't worry... You'll find the one. And you'll be really happy" I said and he shook his head no pulling away from my neck.
"I'm not gonna find her, I'll be a fuck boy forever" he said and I shook my head.
"Come on jaden, you'll find her, if you haven't already" I said and he looked at me. He smiled with tears in his eyes. He kissed my cheek and buried his head fun my neck again. I started playing with his hair because I know that it makes him feel better. Then I suddenly felt him kissing my neck. He hasn't done that before- but it's relaxing. They were you know those really small kisses where your lips barely move. He's so cute. He doesn't deserve getting so hurt.

He started moving his head while still kissing me, getting a different spot, which somehow made me let out a small moan. He started kissing me more roughly while slowly cupping my right boob. Then I pushed him away.
"What the fuck are you doing?" I asked him and he just stared at me. He opened his mouth like he wanted to say something. But the only thing that escaped his mouth was a sigh. He closed his eyes and sat up. He put his head in his hands for some seconds and then looked up at me.
"Fuck I- I'm so sorry I didn't know what I was doing- just- ugh I- I'm sorry" he said and stood up. He took his pillow and walked up to the door. "Can we just- forget about it? Please" he said and I nodded.
"Where are you going?"
"I'll sleep on the couch-"
"No! Come here" I said patting the bed next to me.
"N- no I just need some time alone" he said and walked out. What did just happen? I mean... He actually wanted to make out with me? Or was it just a bad moment? He probably felt be about Riley and wanted to take his mind off to something. Ugh now I feel bad. I walked out of the bedroom, into the living room where he was quietly crying.
"Jaden..." I said and he looked up immediately.
"Bell, I'm sorry! I- I don't know what happened to me! I- I'm so sorry Bell" he cried standing up. "You probably hate me now and I get it but I'm so sorry-"
"Jaden I don't hate you!" I said and hugged him. "I just overreacted, you were just confused from Riley, and you wanted to take your mind off to something, I get it, it's okay" I said and he nodded.
"How can you be so amazing" he said pulling away. I smiled and grabbed his pillow. We walked in the bedroom and I jumped on the bed. He jumped in top of me and we cuddled to fall asleep.

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