°𝘽𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨°

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The girl woke up in Jadens arms. Her head was on his chest, letting her listen to his heartbeat. The small snores that he was leaving made her heart sink. He only snored when he was really tired, she liked it though. She looked up at the sleeping boy and smiled softly before she put her head back on his chest. She took a handful of his shirt in her hand and held him close to her. She didn't want to leave him, she didn't want him to be that upset... But she had no choice...

She hated it... The way he was crying the previous night. She had never seen him like that... And the fact that he was going to hold all of that inside him made her even more mad. She knew that he wasn't crazy, although he thought that that's how everyone sees him. She didn't know about what others think, but she truly believed that he's okay. She knew that he wasn't the best, but he was okay.

She suddenly heard the door open and turned around. Addison was standing on the door smiling, or actually sad smiling. She smiled back and the girl came closer to the couple, sitting on the ground next to the bed. "How is he?" She asked and Isabella sighed. "He's not okay Adds... And I'm worried..." She said pulling the boy closer. He let out a small groan and turned his head to the other side. Isabella chuckled at his stupidity, as she could already feel him hard. She knew that he wasn't thinking about it, and that's why she chuckled.

"God, he's so vulnerable... In a good way... But it's also sad..." Addison said and Isabella nodded. "I know... I hate that I'm doing this..." "Then why are you doing it?... He's so hurt Izzy..." She said and Isabella looked down. "I know he's hurt and I hate it but... You- look... You can't understand... No one can... And I can't tell him... So it's better this way..." She said and her friend sighed. "Is it any better though?" She asked and Isabella just looked down. "Cause I think that he's not well... He loves you way too much Izzy, we can all see it..." She said and Isabella sighed. "I know... And I live him too... I do love him but it's complicated..." She whined and Addison nodded. "Okay... Just make sure that he won't do anything stupid... I mean- I don't know... He's really badly... Do you think he could cut or... Do something worse?" She said and Isabella sighed again. "I don't know..." She whined as she started tearing up. "I don't- I don't know... I don't think so but that's not enough... I have to know" she said. "He's not okay... I'm scared... What if he actually tries something?" She cried quietly. "I can't let him hurt himself" she cried and Addison looked down. "Izzy... It won't be your fault if he does something-" "It will!" She whispered shouted. "Cause I hurt him like this and I made him want to do it!" She said and Addison shook her head. "It won't, okay? It's his decision... Stupid decision but still his decision..." She said and Isabella shook her head. "I don't want him to take that decision..." "No one wants him to Izzy..." Addison said. "And if we all stay with him, he won't" she added.

Isabella nodded and pulled the boy closer as she sniffled. "I don't want him to get hurt..." She whispered. "I know baby, and I don't think he will, cause even before that he'll think about you and he won't hurt himself so he won't hurt you..." Addison said looking directly I to the girls eyes. She knew it was true so she just looked down. "Okay, so... I'll let you get some rest, okay?" She said and Isabella nodded again as Addison walked out.

After about half an hour Isabella felt Jaden's grip tightening around her waist as he pulled her closer. She turned to him and saw him having one of his eyes barely opened. "Hey" he said in a groovy voice. "Hey" she giggled quietly. "How did you sleep?" She asked. "Good I guess" he said and she smiled. "Cool" she said. "What do you wanna do today?" She asked him and he just stayed silent. "Nothing" he said and turned around making her fall off him. "Ahhh why!" She groaned, trying to not complain or say something sad so she would eventually hype him up. "Cause I don't feel like doing anything today... Or actually until the next month" he said and she chuckled.

"Oh come on! It's your birthday next week! Remember? We will have a party!" She said and the boy immediately turned around as he heard the word 'birthday'. "My birthday?" He said looking down. "Y- yeah..." She said knowing what he was thinking. The boy kept looking down and then put his head in his hands. "8 years Bell... Eight years..." He groaned and she sighed. "Hey, don't think about it like that. You're 19! That's - nice!" She said and he laughed. "Yeah yeah perfect. I just see 8 years since then, okay?" He said annoyed and turned around again.