°𝘽𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨°

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I woke up on top of Bell, while she was playing with my hair. This is so relaxing. I opened my eyes and looked up at her."Good morning" I groaned and she smiled at me. "Morning" she chuckled. I pushed myself higher so I could reach her face. I kissed her lips and she moaned softly. "I love you" I said still looking at her lips. She smiled at me and pulled me closer. "Jaden I-" she paused and looked down. No not again. What if she wants us to stop things again? No I can't do this again. I need her. She's- "I'm falling for you" she said and my face immediately lit up. "I'm falling really bad" giggled blushing. I smiled and just looked in her eyes. I shook my head chuckling. "I love you, you make me so happy" I smiled. I can't believe that I thought of something that bad when she said- ugh I just want her to say that she loves me. I need to hear it. She kissed my lips passionately and I smiled in the kiss. I was actually smiling the whole time. She slowly pulled away and looked at me. "Hey, it's Christmas in a few days, what about visiting my parents...?" She said and I looked down. "I don't know... I don't want to see that house" I said looking down. "My parent's house?" "No... My parent's house..." I said and she looked down. "Babe... I think it will be better if you go there... And spend some time with yourself... Or me" she said and I looked up. "You're right I just... I'm not sure..." I said and she smiled at me. "Tomorrow is 24th, you can think about it, and if you want to, we can go for the Christmas dinner to my parents" she said and I smiled. "I guess we can go..." I said smiling at her. "Wait really?" She smiled wider. "Yeah of course baby" I said placing a stroke of hair behind her ear. "If that makes you happy" "No!" She said. "I want us to go if you want it and you're okay with it! Not because it makes me happy!" She said and I nodded looking down. "Okay, I want to go" I smiled. I actually thought about it. I want to go there. I would like to see Bell's parents... My old house... I mean- it will be nice right? I could- I don't know... Unlock good memories? See photos of me and my parents... I guess it will be fine... right? "Aw Jaden" she smiled and pulled me in a hug. Was I actually crying right now? I just buried my head in her neck and sniffled kissing her shoulder. She pulled away to look at me. "You are my favourite person ever" she said making me smile. I kissed her lips passionately but after some minutes i pulled away. "What would i do without you" I whispered shaking my head, while looking into her beautiful hazel eyes. She shot me a smile, which made my heart melt. "Do you want us to start packing?" (but you're already packing boy😏) I asked and she nodded kissing my lips before standing up. She walked over to the closet and took out a big bag. "We dont have to take many clothes, we'll be home all day" she laughed. "And if i want to take you out?" i smirked. "I'll wear sweats and a hoodie. You're the one who said that i look better in those" she smiled.

After three hours we had packed everything up, we ordered some food, watched some movies. We decided that we wanted to leave for Tennessee today. Actually it's already 7pm so- tonight. We booked some tickets for the flight and everything was ready. I put everything in the car and she came outside with me. "Do you have everything you need?" She asked and I nodded. "Okay let's go!" I said getting in. She giggled and got in too. The flight was pretty fun, we were listening to music... Flirting a little bit... Talking about random things... And... Bell sleeping. It was actually a little bit tiring for me because I didn't get any sleep. But it's okay. We ordered a Uber that got us to her parents house and after some minutes, we arrived and got out. She smiled at the sight of the familiar house, as I let out a sign at the sight of the other familiar house, right next to the one we had parked in. "Come on it's gonna be fine" she smiled rubbing my hand. "I know" I smiled down at her and kissed her forehead. I chuckled and walked up to the uber and paid the driver, taking out our two bags and swinging them over my shoulders. "Come on, let's go inside" I smiled and she giggled jumping up and down. The truth is that she hasn't met her parents since we left Tennessee, which was two years ago. I kinda didn't want to come here and she refused to go alone, although I tried to make her go. I didn't really want her to leave without me, but they're her parents... And don't get me wrong; I love those people... I just don't really like being around that house... I felt kind of free when I moved to LA with Bell... Do you get what I mean?