°𝘽𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨°

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Jaden woke up with Isabella lying on top of him, asleep. He looked down at her and softly smiled at her. "What's wrong with you, my love?... Why don't you tell me?..." He whispered softly as he kissed her forehead. The girl moved a little bit and slowly opened her eyes, smiling slightly at the boy. "Good morning baby" he said. "Good morning" she smiled back kissing his lips. He smiled wider at the feeling. He just wanted her to be okay. "How did you sleep?" He asked playing with her hair. "Fine, you?" She chuckled at the awkward conversation. "Great" he answered pulling her closer to him. He wanted her to be okay. That's all he wanted. "Are you okay?" She asked softly. "Yes Bell, I'm okay. Are you okay?" He asked. She looked down and chuckled softly. "Look... Jae.... I know that you're worried because I act- weird.... But- there's nothing wrong, okay? It was just a tiring week..." She sighed. Jaden's look softened and he smiled at her. "Okay, baby, okay... I understand" he said kissing her lips softly. He held her tight and rubbed her back softly. "I love you" he whispered. "I love you too Jae, you can't even imagine..." She sighed sgakingly. "Ay, I say that" he chuckled. "I guess it's time for me to say it too" she said as her head was still in his chest. "That's cute- you using my lines" he chuckled and she nodded.

"Hey, what about spending the whole day together today?" He asked and she smiled nodding. "Yes!" She giggled. "Perfect. Stay here and pick a movie, I'll go make hot chocolate" he said kissing her head. Jaden walked downstairs and made the two teens hot chocolate, as Isabella picked the movie "if I stay" (watch it btw, if you want to cry hehe:p). Jaden walked back upstairs with the chocolates in his hands. "This is for you my baby" he said kissing her head as he gave her her coupe. "Thanks" she smiled taking it in her hands. Jaden lay down next to her and watched as the movie started. "Which movie is this?" He asked. "I don't know it's called “if I stay”... I think I've heard it's good so I said why not?" She chuckled and Jaden laughed too as he nodded.

When the movie was over they were both sobbing. Jaden held Isabella tight in his arms as she was crying on his chest. He was also crying making Isabella turn around and look at him sometimes. "God- this was- woah" he said as he tried to make his voice stable again. "Aww babyyyy" she kissed him softly. "I've never seen you crying this much over a movie" she chuckled smiling in her tears. "Me neither" he laughed wiping his tears away. "Was it because it had a car accident?" "Yeah obviously" he said lying down. "Tell me" she said. Isabella liked taking the role of a therapist for Jaden. It wasn't exactly a therapist thing but whenever she told him to talk to a therapist or someone, he has always been telling her that he doesn't want a therapist as long as he has her. "I don't know... It was just the whole thought of the car accident and then I started thinking about losing you because of a car accident..." He said looking down as he tested up more. "If you die before me I'll kill myself just the way you died" he said. Isabella narrowed her eyebrows at the weird thought that he just said out loud. "What do you mean Jaden?" She said softly. "I mean- if you die because of a car accident- I'll drive on a building and die. If you die from suicide I'll suicide too. If you die from- I don't know what else- I'll do the same" he said. Isabella started tearing up. "Jaden, stop thinking like this... You're scaring me..." She said caressing his cheek. "I'm sorry..." He said lying further down. He pulled her close to him and smiled I'm his tears. "I won't say anything like that again" he said and she looked down nodding. "I want you to not think like that... It's not- healthy" she said looking down at her last words. "You think I'm crazy don't you?" He chuckled as he turned around to look at the ceiling. "No Jae I'm just worried about you-" "Babe, I won't do anything to myself if that's what you think" he said. "Yeah but Jae- you just talked about how you'll kill yourself if I die" she chuckled. "You can't- you can't just kill yourself!" She cried. "It's just- scary! Crazy!" She said and he nodded looking down. "I know... But I can't live without you-" "Jae..." "I'm not kidding!" He cried. "I can't live without you!" He almost yelled. Isabella looked in his eyes and then looked back down, nodding slowly. "I love you, please stop thinking like that, Jae..." she said softly. "I love you too" he said kissing her softly. "I'm sorry" he said. "Don't be sorry" she said. "I'm sorry" "Jaden" she laughed. "Sorry-" "stop!" She chuckled. "I just want to see you smiling, being happy with me" he said. "I want to be with you forever" he whispered making her look down. "Jaden- you know that we can't be together forever right? I mean- things happen... We might break up sometime-" "I know..." He said looking down. "I want you to promise me something" she said and he looked down. "What?" He mumbled. "Even if we break up... I don't know- argue really bad... Whatever happens between us... We'll be always there for each other... We'll- we'll help each other and care and- talk. That's all I want. I want you to talk to someone..." She said with tears in her eyes. Jaden stayed silent as his thoughts were stuck on those two breaking up. "Jae?..." She whispered and he looked down. "Okay babe, okay... I promise" he smiled. Isabella smiled back and kissed him softly, making him melt I'm the kiss. "I live you" she said. "I love you more" he whispered.