pairings: bucky barnes x reader (although it could literally be anybody but nat and steve lol)
warnings: sad
about: endgame
a/n: idk how i feel about this,, i can do better?? idk
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it was running throughout your whole body like fire. an angry, painful fire that wouldn't put out, no matter how much you screamed, how much you ached.
your eyes were a burning red, humongous salty tears running angrily down your cheeks as your empty arms stayed frozen on your lap.
your cuts burned, your bruises ached but you didn't care. you couldn't notice.
your eyes stayed glued to the space where he had been, heavy and beautiful and yours.
your bucky.
your bleeding mouth was open, a strangled, terrifying scream that hurt your throat so harshly never once cracking.
you were sure you were never going to be able to speak again, but you didn't care. why would you ever open your mouth again? why? for what?
you cried, sobbing and screaming and not stopping, never thinking you could stop.
snot mixed with tears, blood, and sweat, and you shook, closing your eyes and seeing him in your arms, never ever wanting to open them again, because you knew he wouldn't be there.
you couldn't breathe, you didn't want to breathe, he was your air, your reason to live, your future and your present and he was gone. blown away with the wind the moment thanos snapped his fingers.
you had never felt such pain. pain like a fiery poison running through your veins.
no, no, no, no, no.
not gone, not gone, not gone.
your eyes never opened, remembering the ring on his flesh finger, his wedding band, the one he never took off. the now painful memory of your own ring on your finger flashing through your eyes, along with the memory of his smile when he put it on you.
marry me, marry me, marry me.
natasha was on your left, but you didn't notice, you didn't care, you didn't care about anything, not while he was gone.
steve was crying, too, his tears dropping on the ground next to yours. you gasped, forcing air into your lungs because you were drowning in your own tears.
come back, come back, come back. you have to marry me, bucky barnes.
he was supposed to marry you.
YOU ARE READING
pov- imagines
Fanfiction❝𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚,❞ multifandom imagines! mainly bucky barnes, but also includes: steve rogers, peter parker, xu shangqi, some criminal minds characters. posted chronologically for the...
