So i reccently fell back in love with more three days grace songs and so i will be doing a few of the song-storys.
This one is I am machine by three days grace.

So onto the story
Heres to being human,
all the pain and suffering,
theres beauty in the bleeding,
at least you feel something.
I felt my heart beat furiously as i ran into the med bay, ignoreing the medics who tried to grab me.
The only though in my head was of my (bf/gf) maine.
Wash, my brother, had came to my room saying maine had been shot and i had darted out of the room.
I looked at all the cots until finally i seen him laying out on one.
I came to sit beside him taking his unmoving hand,"oh no maine what happened to you", i wispesred.
I felt someone behind me and i turned to look at them.
My brother and a docter looked down to us, wash moving to sit beside me.
He wrapped an arm around me snd the docter exsplained what happened.
My head found wash shoulder and he rubbed my arm, the same on holding maines hand.
I felt a hand squeeze mine and looked to maine as the docter continued.
I wish I knew what it was like,
To care enough to carry on,
I wish I knew what it was like,
To find a place where I belong,
Maine was in alot of pain, from the way the docters had talked about it but he never showed me.
"Maine are you ok", i asked him and he wrapped his arms around my frame.
He softly growled nodding as i layed my head against his chest.
He had lost the abilty to speak after the accident.
I am machine,
I never sleep,
I keep my eyes wide open,
I woke up from one of my night mares gasping for air.
The secene had been so real, all of it leaveing me breathless and scared.
Maines fimlaur hands went to mine holding them firmaly.
"im sorry maine i didnt wake you did i", i wispeared to him and he shook his head.
I looked down, focuisng on his hands before i seen 4 red semi-circles on his wrist.
My eyes widened to look at him,"maine did i do that to you"?
He reached his hand to grab my wrist and turned it over.
On the backside was the same 4 marks, where my nails had cut into my skin, just like maines.
He grabbed a notepad, a quick way we could communicate till he learned sign lauguge.
