Lee Hyunjin's POV
I just stand here for I don't know how long. There's no words that can explain how broken I am right now. Is my love not enough for her?
I chuckled bitterly as I look at the sky
"Ya Hyunjin-ssi what is it that you have that I don't huh? What did you do to Heejin that make her madly in love with you?" I asked like someone will answer me
I'm really really dumb the fuck. I let out a sigh and brought my hands to my face. I kicked the rock on the ground and close my eyes tightly
"Fuck this" I wipe my tears that I didn't even realize that escaped my eyes. I look for my phone in my pocket but I didn't find it
Ahh fuck I left it there
I hit myself and gather all of my remaining strength and courage. I walk towards her house and press the doorbell. I know her passcode but I choose not to just barge inside.
"Who's there?? Ohh eomma!" Jinjin opened the door and hug me. I will miss you kid
I crouch down and hug her as I kiss her crown. I broke the hug and smile at her
"Mommy left her phone on the coffee table Jinjin-ah. Can you get it for me?" she nodded her head and run towards the living room
I'm sorry Hyunhee-yah...
She came back with my phone in her hands and a wide smile that she always has on. Her smile is so contagious and I can't help but to smile too even though I feel so empty inside.
"Here eomma" she handed it to me and I kissed her forehead. I mess her hair a little and she giggles. She always love it when I gave her the affection she wants
"I'm going now Hyunhee-yah" I hugged her again and hold back my tears. I love her so much just as how much I love her mom
"Be a good girl okay?" she nodded and burried her face to my neck. A tear escaped my eyes and I quickly wipe it
"Take care okay?" she humms and wave her hands at me. I slowly got up and wave back at her. I turn my back to her and I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. It just keep on streaming down to my cheeks as I cross the road
I quickly press our passcode in and enter the house. I broke down and lean my back on the wall as I slowly slip down to the floor.
"Finally you're home----- Minyoung-ah? Why are you crying?" Minho knelt in front of me and I quickly pulled him into a hug. I just needed someone to hold right now
"What happened?" he asked softly and hugs me back. He comb my hair using his fingers and look at me
"What happened?" he gave me his worried expression
"Why am I so stupid Min?" I cried on his chest and hit it several times but he didn't complain
"I'm so stupid for thinking that she likes me back" he hug me closer and rubs my back
"You're not stupid" he whispers softly, what is this bish saying? He's calling me stupid and idiot everyday and now he's telling me I am not stupid
"You confessed to Heejin am I right?" I nodded
"It didn't go well I guess?"
"Obviously" I cry again and he comforts me in his own way
