oneshots {dreamnap}

Weirdo.

PLSSS I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH SO DEAL WITH A CHAPTER BASED ON IT!
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>

I thought I was going crazy, i wanted to love Dream, but then i just wanted Dream to be a friend. Whenever i heard Dreams voice i panicked, or saw his face, it was difficult to make eye contact.. he looked ethereal.. but i wasn't anything like Dream, Dream.. he was special, so fucking special to me.. Why only Dream? Why him.. why don't I look at anyone else and think this?! he is so different.. Dream is different, he always has been.. so why am I  only realizing his feelings now?
"What's wrong with me?!" I thought, thinking of Dreams presence made his stomach flutter.. but he wanted Dream to be happy.. he seemed happier with George, so maybe.. i shouldn't look at him, and picture my life with him... I shouldn't love him.. maybe I shouldn't be staying up until 3am thinking about us, he's prefect, unlike me.. he has so many amazing intentions unlike me, god I can't help it anymore.. I love Dream, he deserves everything.. I can't bare it any longer..

But how could he love me?...

I'm not special

I'm just.. here.

Waiting..

Hoping...

That one day, you'll look at me the same..

And you'll think "he's perfect."

And you would love me

Like I love you.

But.. I'm willing to wait, no matter how long it takes.

I'll wait for you I promise.

he waited..

and waited.

he gave up on waiting..

Dream would never love him..

and he never did

Haha quick angst chapter to feed you hungry little rats/j