INCLINATION

For better or worse. Those are the vows I said in front of my family and God. in sickness and in health I shall stand by him and that's what I did. Still do but at what cost?. My happiness? My health and my life? is it worth it though. I used to have an idea in my head about what a marriage must be and what it must look like.

I thought I'll have what my parents have. A solid foundation that is unshakable by anything but little did I know that I know nothing about what it is to be married. If only .....it doesn't matter now but had I not made that decision, I wouldn't be where I am today.

Inclination, that's what he called it and I understood it. I could see by his actions and words and there was nothing I could do but to accept it.