Binding You To Me Like Cursive

Not The Blonde I Wanted

Phoebe

I hated seeing them together- Winter and her fiancé. I didn't get it. I couldn't understand it. They looked perfect together, and maybe she was happy, but I couldn't shake her. So, I did what normal, stabilized, not drunk me wouldn't have. I taunted her. Teased her. Her eyes couldn't peel away from mine and I reveled in it. I fucking enjoyed the drop of her jaw when she witnessed me playing with Bae. I loved seeing her storm into her house at the sight of me and Bae kissing. Getting a rise out of her and making her jealous was like nothing I had ever experienced. I wanted to see her lose control.

I poured two glasses of wine for Bae and I and turned on some music. Bae was excited, and I could tell she'd never been with a female. Or maybe just never a stranger. I stood in front of her and eyed her tanned skin, and blonde hair. Her lips parted and her eyes sparkled eagerly. Then, she swallowed.

"Mmm," I hummed, fingering her cleavage. "Ever been with a girl before, Bae?" She nodded her head then licked her lips.

"Clary." My eyes widened in shock and I smirked.

"Your best friend?" She nodded.

"We sometimes experiment." I pushed her hair behind her and kissed her shoulder. She shuddered and stepped closer.

"Show me what you've learned." I whispered. My lips found hers and I explored her mouth. She slipped my straps down and the dress fell, tumbling at my feet. I stood in nothing but black underwear and it'd been so long since I'd seen a female body I nearly ripped hers in half. She giggled and I pushed her against the wall, kneading her exposed boobs.

"Aren't I supposed to be showing you?" I laughed, forgetting already.

"Yes," I said against her lips. "So, take control little one and show me." She grabbed my hips and slammed me hard against the opposite wall. She sucked and nipped at my nipple, bringing it to life.

"Arg!" I cried out, thrusting my fingers into her hair. My stomach clenched on nothing and it left me needy. Bae continued her torture on my nipples as her fingers glided down my abdomen, slipping inside my panties. I gave in instantly to the pleasure, letting out a long breath and enjoying her fingers working my clit. "Ohh, fuck!" Her tongue flicked my nipple as her finger pushed my clit.

I chuckled and pushed her back. "My room." She grinned and I pushed her toward the door. Once inside I pushed her on the bed and climbed over her, taking off her white thongs.

"Jesus, you know you're really fucking hot? Like..." she took a heavy breath. "A model, hot. Have you modeled?" I laughed, spreading her legs.

"No, Bae, I haven't. Now shut up." She nodded and listened to my demand. I slid my fingers between her slit and closed my eyes as her juices covered them. I'd wondered if she'd been wet the entire time? Or when exactly she became so. She moaned and gyrated her hips in hopes I would relieve her. I bent down and took her mouth as my middle finger slid inside her soaked hole.

"Oh yes!" She whimpered into my mouth, spreading her legs even wider. I smiled, taking her thick nipple into my mouth and sucking harshly. She tasted good, but I wondered how better Winter would've tasted. If she'd gone out with me tonight, what would've happened? I dipped my head between Bae's thighs and licked her sweetness, hearing her cries as I abused her clit with my lips and tongue, pulling back her hood and lightly sucking on her small, trembling clit.

She roared out, "Oh my god! You're so good at that!" Her cries and moans sounded high and sweet. I fingered and ate her at an even pace, seeing her thigh muscles quiver and tremble as her orgasm neared. "Yes yes! Oh fuck yes!" With my tongue on her clit and my finger in her cunt, I took my free hand and rubbed at my own aching center.

Bae was asleep when I climbed from bed. I wrapped myself in a robe and grabbed my cigarettes, heading for my balcony. I lit it and took a refreshing hit before I glanced toward Winters apartment. It was dark but from the moonlight I could see her sitting on a chair. She wore red shorts and a white crop top. Her breasts were distracting because she neglected to wear a fucking bra. Her eyes were already fixed on mine and for a moment everything was still. I didn't know what to say or do so I was lucky that she did. She walked in and came back out with a paper and pen. I'd been keeping extra on my little patio table aside my black hanging chair. She threw over the wad and it almost fell from the wind but I caught it between my fingers.

How was the blonde?

I chuckled, delighted she had even cared to ask, because then I knew she was in fact jealous. I picked up my purple pen and replied;

She wasn't the blonde I wanted.

It was risky, yes. And I sat there with the note in my hand, reading it to make sure that's exactly what I wanted to say to her. I figured it'd cause too many problems and I threw it out, starting a new.

She was efficient. A good distraction.

When I threw it over she looked curiously at my small waste bin.

What'd that other one say? And a distraction from what?

My cigarette was almost out, and I had the note in my hand when Bae appeared at the door. She wore my favorite black 'Kings Of Leon' shirts and she looked beautiful.

"Hey," she said groggily. "What're you doing?" I crumpled up the paper, stowed it away in my robe, and threw out my cigarette.

"Just came out for a smoke." I stepped to her and gave her a chaste kiss, glancing toward Winters balcony to find her gone. I sighed and walked into Bae, pushing her further into my apartment. "Bed." I said, slapping her ass, procuring a yelp.

"Are you sure I can stay the night?" She asked once we'd had sex again.

"Yes, it's fine. I can't let you leave at three am." She nodded and curled into me, falling asleep quickly.