Leave Me.

Chapter 9

I ran into Jonah's arms. And ran all the way over here. Since I had no other friends... and he was my only friend.

I was sobbing quietly into his sleeve. He knew he didn't need to ask me what's wrong just yet. He knew that I couldn't speak even if I tried. He knew I just needed him in general.

"Let's go inside, Haze." He whispered softly. I nod carefully, as he lifts me up with ease. I enter his warm house, cuddling into his sweater as he walks upstairs to his room.

He sets me down back on the ground, lifting up my chin. I probably looked absolutely ugly. "Don't cry, Haze." He brushed my frizzy hair back. "I'm here."

We stay like this, studying each others eyes like the world was about to end. Well atleast I was. "You're beautiful." He tells me. I know it's just to cheer me up. I'm nowhere near decent, so how could I ever be beautiful?

I wipe off my tears, calming down quickly.

"I'm a mistake, Jonas." I spoke.

"How on earth can you be a mistake?" Jonah asked. "My mother told me so." I place his hands in mine. "Don't listen to her. She's crazy." Jonah frowned. "I'm crazy. Look at me." I laugh slightly. "Trust me. I am." He leaned in slowly. I thought it would just be a small kiss, like we always did when one of us were sad.

But he actually moved his lips this time.

I stopped him though, to take it all in. "What are you doing?" I ask stupidly.

"What does it look like I'm doing?" Jonah laughed. "Why?" I ask. "Is it not making you feel better?" He asked, pouting.

What was stopping me...? Gregory?

Wow. I bet he's already got the girl he wanted. Who cares anyways... it was never going to be me anyways. It never will.

"You know what? It really is." I smile, this time not stupidly I hope. "Good. 'Cuz honestly... I've been dying to do it for quite a while." He whispered softly into my ear. I didn't have time to think about what he had just admitted because he instantly started to kiss me again.

I wrap my arms around his neck, as his large hands press against my small back. I wasn't thinking anymore. But maybe I needed this. Maybe I just needed someone to tell me I wasn't a mistake... even if it was a complete lie.

But hearing it from your own mother... after all the hard work you do, after all those times you've made an effort to make her happy, when you try to be the perfect child- it doesn't mean shit. It made me angry.

Maybe this is why Dylan stopped trying too.

Jonah laid himself down onto his bed, making my legs wrap around his waist. I held him tight, letting out soft moans whenever he bit my lower lip. "Jonah! Are you home?!" His mom called suddenly from downstairs.

He pulled away from our kiss slowly, leaving me time to breathe normally. "Yeah!" He shouted back.

He turned to face me, smiling like an idiot. "I love you so much, Hazel." "I love you too, Jonas." I smile back, kissing his cheek. "Don't ever let anyone tell you that you're a mistake. You're perfect in every single way. I hope you know that, Haze." Jonah said softly. "Nobody is... except maybe you." I giggle like a sick horse.

"Hazel I'm serious." Jonah laughed, "You're the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on. Why don't you see that?"

"Jonah how many times do I have to tell you-" "I'm dreaming about this moment with you, Haze." Jonah began to kiss my neck slowly. Interrupt me why don't you... "What was in that dream?" I ask softly, ignoring the fact.

"Well for once you weren't wearing this large sweater." Jonah said, lifting it up. "But all I have is my undershirt." I say. "Even better." He smiled. I pulled down my sleeve to take out one arm, but Jonah stopped me mid-way. "In my dream... I did everything for you." Jonas winked all flirty. Kinda like Gregory.

"Okay." I simply say, as he flips me so that I'm on the bottom. "Just tell me when you want to wake up, Haze."

I never did.

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Oh lord... this happened. Like what have I created o_o
What do you guys think of Jonah and Haze?!
I find them quite adorable. But personally Gregory is kinda perfect... kinda.

Pweeeze leave a vote if you enjoyed and or comment saying what you think. If not because you are just so very lazy, I do not blame you and stay fabulous. ♡
~Bambi❤