"When did you buy this?" I asked curiously. Surely not today.
Kuminang ang mga mata niya habang tinitingnan niya akong suot iyun. "My mom used to own that." He said.
Napakurap ako. Tumingin ako muli sa locket na suot. His mom used to own this?? Then why is he giving it to me??
"It looks perfect on you." Aniya at hinawakan ang kamay kong nakahawak sa suot na kwentas at hinalikan iyun. "I was meant to give this to you yesterday but it arrived late, which is perfect after all that happened today. I asked someone to change it a little bit so it will fit you. You look so beautiful, baby. My mom's probably looking down from heaven, proud, I picked the right woman to give this to."
Ilang beses akong napalunok. Hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman o ire-react. This isn't only a good diamond necklace. This is also sentimental which makes it priceless.
I bite my lips. "Are you sure you're giving this to me?"
He nodded. "Please keep it safe so one day we could hand it to our daughter and she could hand it to her daughter and her daughter's daughter..."
Naramdaman ko ang malakas na pagtibok ng puso ko. Mariin kong tinitigan ang mukha niya. God. How deep does he want me to fall for him? Akala ko naka-landing na ako pero mukhang may ibababa pa ako. I don't think I can climb back from this fall. I'm glad he's keeping me forever. Seriously, I'm too tired and too lazy to get out of this dandy hole.
Hindi nakapagsalita si Hunter nang tinulak ko siya pahiga sa sofa saka siya siniil ng halik habang nakaupo ako sa taas niya. Hindi ko siya pinakawalan. Ninamnam ko ang bawat lapat ng labi namin at bawat hagod ng dila niya sa bibig ko. We roamed every corner of our mouths. It sent an adrenaline rush like finding treasure in a treasure hunt. I started grinding on him. He let out a soft moan.
Humawak siya sa beywang ko. "Babe, we should eat first." Aniya.
Hindi ako tumigil sa paggiling sa kanya. I made sure na tinatamaan ko ang alaga niya. Fuck. I need him, okey? I know we already did it earlier but I need it again. I don't know how to let all these emotions loose. They're shaking my goddamn ribcage asking me to let them out. If he doesn't want it, he needs to stop giving me stuff like these. He's making me on-top-of-the-world happy. It's not even about receiving fancy shit. It's just how he makes me feel so special and important. No one ever made me felt that way before. I was a loser before we met and now I'm his darling centerpiece... His beloved. A person loved by all only has his eyes for me. I feel like I'm in a mirage.
Binaba ko ang kamay sa pants niya at mabilis iyung binuksan. He gasped when I took his dick out. I laid it on his stomach saka iyun inupuan. Hinagod ko ang sarili ko roon. I need him so bad. Why isn't he fucking hard yet?
"Mmmm... Lana... Let's take it slow, sweetheart." Aniya't pinigil ako.
Tinanggal ko ang kamay niyang nasa tiyan ko. "I want you, Hunter. Please, baby." Pagmamakaawa ko saka hinalikan siya sa leeg niya.
He gasped. Bakas ang pag-aalinlangan sa mukha niya. Para siyang natatae na ewan. It's like he wants to say something but he couldn't. Binaba ko ang tingin sa alaga niya. Huminto ako at hinawakan iyun. Mabilis kong tinaas baba ang kamay para tulungan siyang tigasan ng mas mabilis. Medyo na-frustrate ako nang hindi ko nakuha ang gusto. I went more aggresive. Hunter keeps stopping me but I am just desperate. I couldn't stop.
Natigil lang ako nang marinig ang ungol ni Hunter na tila nasasaktan siya. Nag-aalala akong tumingin sa kanya. "I-I'm sorry." I said like I just woke up from a trance.
Binitawan ko ang alaga niya. Napabuga siya ng hangin. "No. I-I'm sorry. I-I don't know how to tell you but... But I don't know how to do it again, Lana. I'm sorry." Aniyang di makatingin sa akin.
