Awkward Confessions

Chapter 17

Chapter 17

Zion came out with Sabrina and Billie, talking as if they were best friends now, and that left me worried. Like It was okay to some extent since i had already told Zion what went down among the three of us, save for the fact that Sabrina didn't know that Billie and I had kissed. What troubled me more was that Sabrina seemed totally unbothered that Jacin had gone missing. Sure she didn;t know that I had anything to do with it but I guess it's better if i ask huh?

Before she went to her car with the dude she brought to the amusement park whose name I had learnt was Dylan. Who the fuck names their child Dylan, I'll tell you who, White christaian moms who wish their sons either join the fucking army, become doctors or some stupid rich job that includes the working 9-5 jobs, being straight and hen cheating on your wife/ fiancee with your coworker. And Yes it's fucking specific.

But anyway 'Dylan" gave me a nasty look before telling Sab he was waiting for her at the car. When I was sure he was in the car I turned to her and started speaking,

"Yo, what happened to your other boyfriend, the rapper one,"

"I don't know where he went,"

"So you're dating that dude now?"

"I'm taking a little break from dating but me and Dylan are like hanging out,"

"Like we were?" I was out for blood

"I guess, you weren't talking to me and you'd gone MIA and I tried to talk to you at the amusement park but you kept ignoring me the whole time we were there. Now you've got a really pretty girlfriend, so what do you want me to do?"

Zion popped out of nowhere

"Aww, thanks. Shy, everyone has gone and it's getting cold out,'

I gave her the keys and she kissed my cheek then went ahead to open up the car.

"She's really cute,"

"I know, and look, I really liked you and I also understood you were going through a lot but I'm really glad I lost my virginity to you and that we fucked."

She laughed

"You're such a dummy but same,"

We hugged and I jogged over to my car.

"Sab seems really nice,"

"Um, she is I guess. Why?"

"I'm just saying,"

"Okayyyyyyyyyyy, let's just catch up with them anyway."

"Whose house are we staying at?"

"Mark's this time because it's like the median between all our houses and stuff."

Yeah, I didn't want to bring up the fact that we'd usually do it at Sabrina's because then Zion would start asking even more questions.

"Look, I'm saying this just so we can get it out of the way, but I don't like Sabrina as much as I used to, so you don't need to worry that much about if I'm going to cheat on you. I promised myself i was going to try my hardest to stay loyal and you make it very easy so don't worry,"

I turn to Zion to see her looking into her phone and furiously typing at something before pausing to look back at me. She definitely wasn't listening when I spoke.

"Huh, what were you saying?"

For fuck's sake

I whispered to myself

"Never mind "

Sometimes it felt like I was never going to get rid of her insecurities, but then again it wasn't my job to save her. I try to at least assure her but look where that's going.