Awkward Confessions

Chapter 1

A/N : Please Ignore the title, It was a weird dream. Comment Typos and Enjoy.

Also the celebrities I use are like normal people and like totally not famous or anything.

Chapter 1

I told myself I wasn't going to tell anybody this story. I don't count the many friends I have told at least, but if you were a virgin for the first 18 years of your life and who you lost it to happen to be older how would you feel?

Summer something, around the time I had just turned 18 I left my house and I intended for it to be forever but you know, parents can be extra sometimes, especially when you have the most amount of melanin. So here I go with my short as fuck hair and my nappy ass rushing into the fucking store to but myself some candy, My stupid ass bumps into the sexiest bitch I had ever seen. Yes she was BEAUTIFUL, Now mind you I was on the floor after bumping into the lady, messy and what not and the eyes she gave me as she offered to help me I'll never forget. " Are you okay?" She asks, I don't respond, only nod then she proceeds to help me dust my ass. Like bruh i had a whole EARFQUAKE going on down there, couldn't believe the tsunami and shit. I gather myself and finally say thank you to which she responds by shoving her coffee cup with the name Sabrina and number scribbled on it. Romantic ay?

Later that night I'm in my friend's apartment rethinking the events of that day and I am shaking so bad that I mistakenly drop my phone on my face and call her. "Hello? Who is this?" I paused. See right about now Im on my friends couch almost having a breakdown, I can hear her on the side still asking who the fuck was calling her at this hour. I come to my seconds a few later when I hear her say she's going to hang up.

"Hi, It's the girl you bumped into earlier,"

"Oh my God! You were a girl?!?!?"

"It's Okay, I didn't realize till I turned 15 even with my vagina and shit,"

She laughs

"Well, don't take this the wrong way but I like your voice"

Shiiiiiiiiittttt, let's get married then.

"Thanks"

From the dining table my best friend and roommate laugh at me while I try to gather myself enough to have a sensible conversation with this girl.

We keep talking for at least another hour, by now I've told her all the embarrassing shit there is to know about me.

"You never told me your name"

WE SPENT AN HOUR TALKING AND I DIDNT TELL HER MY NAME, typical. I'm stupid shy for no reason at all...

"It's Shiloh"

"Well, Shiloh mine is Sabrina, if you forgot"

"I didn't"

"Wanna hang out tomorrow, my friends are like going to the beach and they all have people they're like bringing"

"I've got fat rolls"

"What?"

"You know, love handles, I'm on some Phineas and Ferb shit,"

She laughs again,

"You don't have to get naked,'

"I cant swim but sure I'll come fat rolls and all"

"I'll send you the time and address later, bye."

"Yeah."

We hung up afterwards.

On the side of the phone was my best friend Arkhan, Stupid fuck was eavesdropping and she had the biggest smile on her stupid fuckfest of a face. I love that bitch no less though. She proceeds to bombard me with questions about who I was talking to for the past hour because i can hardly stay on the phone with people for like five minutes ( It ain't my fault tho, shit's too awkward)

'So who was that?"

"Who was what?"

"Don't try to get out of telling me, I'm trying to look out for you because you've never been in a relationship"

"Relationship? You got it wrong, we just met"

Yeah. exactly we just met, I don't know shit about her, plus I don't know if she's into girls or if she could be. But if she was into me, I wouldn't be opposed if you know what I mean.

"Okay but she seemed into you"

"Yeah so did Ashley from highschool, stupid bitch with her even stupider boyfriend"

"How are you still hung up on her? No one told you to leave those hickeys on her"

"She let me, I was innocent"

"Yeah okay, so what if y'all like each other, besides what's her name? I'll do some background research for you with or without your knowledge"

"That's weird, don't do that. I don't know her last name though"

"Imma go to bed while you freak out about your not so date tomorrow"

She pushed me into my room and I assumed that was the last of our conversation.

Around 3AM I get a series of texts as I feel this weight above me, and I know I didn't sleep in Arkhan's room because if I did then it would be just my head that would be heavy because she tends to grab my head in her sleep. But back to the issue at hand, I look around the room to see nothing, then I take my phone and see a barrage of texts from Sabrina.

SABRINA

Here's the address

Also we are meeting up at the Taco Bell near South Beach by like 12

I know its random to text you when i have like 12 other people to like text but I can't sleep

Same here, I just woke up but I can't sleep either, my chest feels heavy.

And 12 is like early I swear

A few seconds later she replies.

Lol.

I take my time to consider what to say back because she doesn't give me anything to work with.

Do you think I could like walk on the water if there's enough salt,

Float sure. But would the salt actually solidify before I could actually walk on it?

I wait for another hour and it is when I see my clock on my bedside read 5:23 that I realize I probably fucked everything up.

Am I still going to show up? Definitely.

A/N: Yoooooooo, If you hate the book please don't leave it in the comments, just dm me please. Also that's like partially how I text in real life so i'm like an awkward duck when it comes to conversations. Also I know i tagged this as a Billie fanfic but don't worry she'll come later at least a short relationship or something. I'm still working on the book. But leave suggestions for me!

Have a nice day.