Awkward Confessions

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

Third Person POV

Billie knocked on her brother's door. She could hear the faint music playing on the other side. She noticed that he was currently playing a looping riff. He had been working on that particular beat all week. She wondered which artist had asked him to produce for them. She pushed the door open as he told her to come in. He looked at her and smiled.

"If you knocked before coming in, you must need something. OOH brownies too? You minx."

"Shut the fuck up Finneas. I need to ask you something"

"Which should I do, 'shut the fuck up' or give you the advice you are clearly begging me for? Although if it's just advice, you didn't need to bring the brownies"

"Just let me start and don't say anything until I finish."

Finneas looked at her properly, he could see the worry rolling off her in waves. His smile dropped as he let her sit next to him on his bed.

She started from the beginning of our story. From the moment she met Shiloh, her short lived romance with her (if you could even call it that), Brandon and his abuse and finally her newfound love for Shiloh. Finneas was quiet as he listened. When she finished he took a long, deep sigh, almost dramatic to say the least. Ever since they were young BIllie was a free soul, sometimes she was difficult and misunderstood in school, nothing they couldn't handle. But there were rare occasions that Billie sort of broke down and she couldn't handle much, which led to her either beating up somebody or hurting herself. Finneas noted that she chose to hurt herself and silently thanked god that he didn't have to post her bail or show up in court again. Long story. Finneas chose to ask her a simple question.

"So what do you want to do now?"

Billie's eyebrows furrowed and she looked incredibly perplexed. She was getting alarmingly angry but Finneas didn't let it phase him. In fact he welcomed it. Billie raged and started hitting her head against the pillow.

"Ii don't knooooowww!, The stupid girl has a fuckiing girlfriend, who by the way, I wouldn't even mind fucking too, because she's so nice and super hot and Jewish. I just wish Shiloh had terrible taste in girls so I could hate her girlfriend, but noooooo, she had to go for the golden fleece."

"Weird comparison but go off"

"I just really wish I hadn't turned her down earlier, but knowing me, I would have wrecked that shit before it even took off. But seriously do you think I should wait till they break up? Am I a bad person for hoping that they do? I mean she was rubbing her face in boobs earlier, but we didn't kiss so she didn't cheat right?"

Finneas was confused. He had never seen Billie express herself so vividly. It was so out of place that he burst into laughter. Billie turned to him confused. She started to hit him with the pillow she held.

"Why the fuck are you laughing at my suffering. I'm literally dying here."

He kept laughing. Billie stopped hitting him and waited for him to stop laughing. When he did he grabbed her and gave her a tight as fuck hug. Billie kept squirming against his grip. Finneas never hugged her cuz he knew she'd punch him in the eye. Now though, She enjoyed the feeling of being hugged because she knew he cared, unlike so many other people she had met.

"Billie, you don't know how happy I am right now. I was starting to believe you weren't normal,"

"What the fuck do you mean Finneas, I'm normal."

"Not completely,"

"But don't worry, give it time and also take a break from people for a while,'