Awkward Confessions

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Third Person's POV

Since the day of the get together and after Shiloh had knocked Brandon on his ass, Billie went into hiding. Not literally but she hadn't left her room at her brother's house since that day. It had been a week . Sab, Zoe, Drew and Lola stopped by in turns each day to make sure she was eating. Lola more or less just played games next to her because Lola herself wasn't too keen on eating, but she had to be there for Billie either way, and because the girls knew this, one of the remaining three always joined to feed the two.

Today, Sab and Lola were there to help Billie. Billie hadn't left her bed since they left yesterday. She couldn't stand and she didn't want to look at herself in the mirror. During the first two days, Brandon had blown her phone with angry text messages so she turned it off. She was sure that turning off her phone only pissed him off even more, but she didn't give a fuck. She thought back to Sab's ex boyfriend Jacin. Billie was sure that he was dead, and she had a gut feeling that Shiloh and now Monty had something to do with it.

If Brandon came to her brother's house what was she going to do> She confided in Sab what her worries were. She left out the part where she thought Shiloh killed her boyfriend. Sab asked her if she'd like to get a restraining order against Brandon, Billie looked back at Sab with evident fear in her eyes. She could try but Brandon didn't care about papers or restraining orders, he'd only hurt her worse.

The next day, Billie expected Zoe to come in, but she heard the doorbell going crazy and thought it was odd because any of the other girls would have a key on them, in case Billie ever chose to off herself. Her mind drifted solely to Brandon. She locked her door and waited in the corner for the person to go away. After about ten minutes her window rustled and she heard a thud.

"Billie?"

She knew whose voice that belonged to. She wondered why Shiloh was at her house. She thanked god and slowly got out of the corner. Shiloh was facing the other way and she screamed when Billie tapped her shoulder to get her attention.

When Shiloh calmed down, she gave her a lopsided smile. Billie blushed but quickly shook her head as she was yet to discover Shiloh's reason for being here.

"Why are you here?"

"Oh, yes thanks for reminding me, I left the food outside because I didn't want to drop it on my way up here."

She looked out her window to see takeout bags scattered on her lawn. She sighed heavily before unlocking her bedroom door to get the food.

When they brought the last bag in, Billie wondered why the fuck Shiloh had brought food for more than two people. She set them down on the kitchen counter and when Shiloh sat down on the stool facing the fridge she spoke again

"Okay, so I got you the same thing I got that time you came to my apartment and we kissed. I didn't know if you wanted anything else so I got you sour patch kids cuz the packet said they were vegan. I also stopped by some café and got donuts and those vegan brownies you like so much. Zion said I shouldn't get you anything with cheese on it cuz she's also vegan so I didn't get you pizza because it looked weird without the cheese. I was playing this pizza game and they ask for vegan pizza sometimes and it really looks weird without the cheese, almost incomplete, you know? Anyway I couldn't get past chapter 2-"

"Wait, I need your help,"

Shiloh smiled as if she knew what she was about to ask,

"-and before you ask what it is hear me out. I'm sure you want nothing to do with me, although you're here now, but please help me get rid of Brandon. I don't know what you did for Sab with Jacin, but please do the same for me. Don't deny that you had something to do with him suddenly leaving Sabrina alone."

Billie was begging, pleading with Shiloh to help her. Shiloh had the slight urge to lie to her, act like she didn't know what she was referring to, then leave. It was almost too perfect. So she did the next best thing, as Ricky kept her on a tight schedule with the bodies they had to get.

"Look, I'm not going to outright say I had anything to do with Jacin, because I didn't. I just know a few people who love crime. But you have to promise me that it doesn't leave your lips because although I really like you, I could have you sucking dick on the streets in Monaco."

Billie stilled for a moment before launching herself at Shiloh.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you,"

Shiloh nuzzled herself in Billie's breasts. Girlfriend or not, the breasts that were not held back by anything other than a loose shirt felt really soft and so Shiloh enjoyed the feeling on her cheeks. A throat clearing brought her back to her senses. Now she was gripping the hell out of Billie's sides and rubbing her face in between her chest. She held onto Billie but stopped her nuzzling. Billie's dogs Shark and Pepper followed Billie around and Shiloh wondered whether or not Billie had fed them.

"Yo, did you feed your dogs,"

Billie's eyes widened and she rushed to get their food. She filled their bowls and made sure the backyard door was open so they could go outside. When that was done, Billie turned back to Shiloh and placed her hands on her own lips.

"I've never asked what it is exactly you do."

Shiloh looked at Billie, then opened her arms and signed with grabby arms for her to come back into her arms. Once Billie was in reach she answered

"I work for a Debt collections agency more or less. It's run by Monty's uncle."

"How did you and Monty meet?"

"Online,"

'Oh... do you like Zion more than you liked me?"

Shiloh shifted a little after hearing Billie's question. She didn't know how to answer. All forms of answers seemed wrong to her and she didn't want to cheat on Zion, nor did she want to make Billie sad. Billie kept shifting on her feet, she was definitely tired of standing up, so Shiloh pulled her onto her pa and asked her to eat.

It was silent as they ate. When they were done, they moved to the couch and Shiloh wanted to watch porn but Billie quickly shut that down by putting on her favorite anime. Shiloh settled down and ended up falling asleep after five episodes.

Billie let herself sink into the couch. Her brother had come back while Shiloh was still asleep. Billie let her thoughts swim. Shiloh had agreed to help her. Did that mean she had hired a hitman for her ex boyfriend? Would she end up in jail? Or even worse, Dateline? How the hell was Shiloh going to 'deal' with Brandon? Would she kill him? More importantly was she in love with a murderer?

Shocking I know. Billie wasn't one to openly deal with feelings. It was enough for her to at least acknowledge them. She looked at Shiloh who was dead to the world, snuggled on her couch. Billie wondered when exactly she had fallen in love with her, or at least when her feelings had changed to that much more than a crush. They'd known each other now for maybe three or four months, The author definitely wasn't keeping count but that didn't matter. She grabbed the brownies that Shiloh brought, covered Shiloh with a blanket before making her way to her brother's room.