Awkward Confessions

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

My back was turned away from the kitchen entrance, I waited till Sabrina hugged me from behind and whispered in my ear

"Hey,"

I jumped a little. Fucking Pazuzu was stuck in my head.

I turned around to look at her. She had changed out of the sundress she was wearing earlier into a tank top and some loose booty shorts. There was enough space to fit my hands into the legs of her shorts. I looked away from her body as she came over to sit on the counter.

"Help me up,"

"Do I look like I can carry myself?"

"Just help me up,"

I grabbed her hips to help her unto the counter. As I placed her down on the counter she grabbed my shirt and pulled my face to hers. We were kissing, and her lips were beyond soft. As we were kissing I bit her bottom lips and she opened her mouth a little to gasp. I stuck my tongue into her mouth and she pulled away.

"Goddamn,"

"Damn right. Why'd we stop, is my breath bad or sum?"

I was worried, see I'd kissed a lot of people in my time, and no one had ever stepped back.

"No it's not that, I have a boyfriend,"

"So everybody keeps telling me,"

I ignore her and go in for another kiss, but she pulls back again after a few seconds.

"I hardly know you,"

"Yet here we are kissing, you can ask me questions later,"

I go again. She pulls back.

"Noooooo "

"Fine, what do you want to know,"

"Everything. "

"Okay so, My name is Shiloh Armani Martin, I've got to brother's named Shekinah and Simon, both younger than me. I turn 19 on the 20th of December. Hate my parents. The regular. Favourite color is red and neon colors, That's it for now, so let me kiss you."

She pulls her head back for the nth time.

"Wait, wait, wait,"

"Yeah?"

"If we are doing this, then nobody can know,"

"I don't care honestly,"

"Rude, no strings either."

"Sure, whatever."

I was soooo over this shit by now, the hell. She grabbed my face again to pull us closer together and she tangled her hands into my hair. Nappy as fuck btw, It was my turn to pull back,

"Wait, don't pull on my hair, I've got major breakage and it's oily asf"

She ignored me though...

After an hour of strictly making out (and some ass grabbing, very mid). She went back to sleep, though I made sure she was out of breath and I retreated to the couch where Arkhan was dead asleep. Definitely gonna have wet dreams tonight.

Third Person's POV

Sabrina got back to her room, she woke Billie up when she cuddled into her side, Billie briefly adjusting to hug her best friend back. In her half-dazed state she questioned Sabrina about her whereabouts in the earlier hour.

"Where did you go?"

"Bathroom,"

Billie, still half asleep, didn't buy into what Sabrina was saying, but you know, a bitch was tired so she didn't press into it.

Next day, they were all around the kitchen counter eating breakfast. Mark had to go back to his house because he had to meet his mom for a meeting. He was an intern at his mom's firm, a couple of months more and he'd be an associate or some shit. Wes had to sell drugs, Lola and Drew had classes at their college, Sid had to work with his dad at a restaurant, Billie and Zoe had to go, Arkhan and Shiloh had to work shifts at Walmart and that meant that Sabrina was alone.

Good. It gave her time. She had a little under a month to pay the bail money for her boyfriend. Oh how she loved and hated him. His name was Jacin Koot, he was a self proclaimed rapper, from the Netherlands, moved to LA when he was 18 and got into drugs and gangs, now he was serving time for drug possession, burglary and possession of a firearm without a license to carry.

Around two in the afternoon, Sabrina got a call, from the state penitentiary and when she picked up she heard the familiar voice of her boyfriend.

"Hey,"

"Hi,"

"I missed you,"

"Same. "

"Do you have the bail money?"

"Yeah, I'm going Friday to pay,"

"Good girl. You know I miss you a lot,"

"Yeah, I miss you too."

"Can't wait to see your pretty face, I love you"

A shiver ran down her spine, she really missed him, at least when he pretended that he gave a shit about her for reasons other than pussy. Back in the day when he'd give her flowers. She shook her head to get rid of the memories, she sounded so dumb. It didn't matter that he had changed, people change all the time. To her it didn't matter because he said he loved her, and as a plus she had Shiloh, and she made her happy, even though she wasn't fully hers.

So come Friday Sabrina made her way to the jailhouse and paid for Jacin to come out. It was earlier than any of her friends expected and she hadn't told anyone, she was bailing Jacin out. When he was released, Jacin dressed in the clothes he got arrested in hugged Sabrina and placed a wet sloppy kiss on her face.

"Babyyyyyyyyyyy, you got me out. Thanks,"

"No problem. Um, what are you going to do now,"

He started getting angry at Sabrina's question,

"What do you mean, 'what am i going to do'?"

He got into her face as he said each word slowly

"Man, I got out of jail today and you're asking me what I'm going to do. the fuck it look like? I can't do shit for a while until my manager hits me up, so Imma stay witchu while you keep your bicthass mouth shut."

Sabrina rolled her eyes. There was no way he was staying with her.

"I'm staying with Billie, plus I moved." She lied.

There was no way of getting out of this shit without getting hurt at least once so she kept quiet and waited till Jacin spoke up again.

"Oh hey, you still talk to that bitch, tell her I said hi and you could drop me off at Kujo's house."

Kujo, how Sabrina hated that dude, he was one of jacin's friends. He ran a stripclub downtown where they lived and Sab knew that was where Jacin picked up the whores he had prolly cheated on her with. She was 19, why the hell had she gone through this much?

As she drove down to Kujo's house, she dreaded the conversation she was going to have with her friends concerning Jacin. Their reactions would obviously vary but she knew who would be the most mad. Billie would definitely have a meltdown, Sid would try and jump Jacin, with Zoe, Drew and Lola as backup. Mark would try to find a way to get her out from under Jacin's thumb. She knew there was no way out though. She worried about what he would do if (Jacin) he found out about Shy. nobody could predict what he could do, plus he had access to guns, all his friends had them.

Finally after two hours of driving to Kujo's she dropped Jacin and kissed him goodbye. She had settled that she would talk to her friends later, but first she had to go see Shiloh and possibly get mind-blowing head.

A/N Mf's really out there testing me. Fuck them, I'm a bad bitch.