Awkward Confessions

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Third Person POV

Okay so Billie had kissed Shiloh, well Shiloh had initiated the kiss but she still partook of the bread. What was she going to tell Sabrina? There was no way of justifying what she did and she definitely knew that. To make things worse, Sabrina had come to Shiloh's apartment and let her uninvited ass in so Billie didn't have much time to settle her thoughts. So minutes after Shy opened the door and Sabrina came in Billie was almost heaving, she searched through her pockets to see if she had taken her inhaler with her, but in her rush to come to Shiloh's apartment she had forgotten it. She made her way to the bathroom and splashed water on her face in an attempt to calm herself. She honestly didn't think she could make it through the night especially if Shy tried something. Billie also knew she couldn't say no to Shiloh. #Sad truth.

"Hey Billie,"

Shiloh had come into the bathroom looking for Billie. It didn't help that Billie was still trying to catch her breath and Shiloh was so close to her.

"Listen, I'm sorry for kissing you back there, but I didn't regret it okay, I just wanted you to know that."

You know the problem with split decisions, you always think they're okay till the next moment when it's not. So before Shiloh could leave the bathroom Billie pulled her back, flush against her own body and kissed her full on. Then she pulled away and walked out of the bathroom. She really didn't want to think about what she did.

She went back into the living room and began to talk to Sabrina. They hadn't seen each other all week, except from the occasional text saying that one of them was alright.

Shiloh went to the kitchen as Billie went into the living room. She had decided to warm up some of the Taco Bell she had gotten for Billie for Sabrin since she had asked at the door. After the microwave had beeped she took out the food and put it on paper plates and walked into the living room. Sabrina had put on Mean Gir;s which was a stark difference to what Shy and Billie were watching before. She gave a plate to Sab and the other to Billie then settled between them to watch the movie.

They all had blankets covering their bodies so it was easy for Shiloh to do anything she wanted as long as the other person in the room didn't notice. At least that's what she was thinking when she started rubbing against Billie's inner thigh. Sure Sabrina was there but all she could think about was Billie and how they had kissed just before. Shiloh waited till Sabrina fell asleep. When she first saw her she knew she was exhausted. It was just a matter of time before she fell asleep.

Did she feel like what she was doing was wrong? Not really. She had never set any boundaries with Sabrina, Which she really should. What she was doing was bound to blow up in her face but why not enjoy it a little more. So when Sabrina fell asleep Shiloh grabbed Billie and pulled her so she was straddling Shiloh. Billie gasped and unconsciously started to grind on Shiloh's leg. The friction of her sweatpants and her panties was a lot so she moaned a little loud. They both paused and looked at Sabrina to see if she had woken up. Luckily she hadn't , so Shiloh pushed Billie unto the couch and proceeded to take Sabrina into her bedroom so that the couch was free/ After tucking Sab into the bed she went out again to meet Billie but Billie had covered herself completely with the bathroom and closed her eyes. To Shiloh there was no way Billie was deadass asleep. She hadn't taken that much time to move Sabrina. Shiloh shook Billie but she didn't budge, so Shiloh slowly peeled back the fluffy blanket from Billie's face and was met with teary blue eyes.

Shiloh pulled back in shock. She felt selfish, she hadn't taken into consideration how Billie felt with Sabrina around. She knew how she felt but they hadn't had a proper conversation yet. So Shiloh turned away so she would have to look at the person she made cry, plus tears except her own made her laugh and that was less than appropriate in a situation like this.

"Shy, listen I don't think we should do this,"

Shiloh heard Billie's voice but she couldn't look back at her.

"I've got a boyfriend, so this isn't right,"

At the mention of a boyfriend Shiloh turned to look at Billie. She couldn't believe her ears. Who the fuck was she going out with and why did she choose now to tell her? She quickly remembered the fucking pink hair and put her head in her hands. She groaned heavily and pushed her head backwards towards the head of the couch.

"So what do you want me to do now?"

"I don't know, you have Sabrina right?"

"She has a boyfriend too,"

"Oh."

"Yeah oh,"

It was silent for a few minutes until Shiloh spoke again

"I just started messing with girls and it's the hardest thing ever.

Billie laughed.

"That's not true, you should just stay away from people with significant others,,"

"Maybe, or I just need to meet someone who's actually into me,"

Billie shot Shiloh a sideways look.

"Stop that, you know I'm into you, but I just have a boyfriend."

"Okayyyyyyyyyy?"

"It's cheating,"

"And? We've kissed twice."

"Two mistakes that I gravely regret."

"Ouch,"

"You know what I mean,"

"Whatever, when you see me with a snatched bitch then you'll know what your missing,"

"I'll hold you to that,'

After their conversation Billie joined Sabrina in Shiloh's room. Shiloh fell asleep in Arkhan's room. Next morning the three girls ate their breakfast in silence and one by one they set off on their way to take care of their various businesses.

Billie met up with her brother that morning, he owned a recording studio and had called Billie in to help him with the recording for various artists. She was asked to do some background vocals. Sabrina was asked to do a shoot for a lingerie brand and Shiloh met up with Monty to go over the plan to exterminate Jacin.

A/N Today was my birthday, just turned 18. Don't hate. I had the worst day on Taylor Swift. The song In the beginning, I'm gonna use it again like later but  some of the lyrics actually relate to the whole book. Also I didn't get a cake today so spam the comments with  cake emojis. Also i'm sorry the chapter is shitty but bare with me till like later.