Waste It On Me ( BTS - RM FF) [ON-HOLD]

Chapter 16

Namjoon's Pov

It's been two weeks since we last saw Kriz. 3 days after she's gone she contacted Ellie and told her she was fine. She just wanted to think about something and that she'll be back, she didn't tell us where she is or when she'll be back so all we can do is just wait for her patiently.

Since the day she contacted us i felt a relief, but something has been going around inside my head that made me feel uneasy.

What if she realized that she really doesn't want to be with me? Afterall everything about us was going quickly.

Ever since she was gone i never had a proper meal and always thought of her. Different scenarios went inside my head but all of them has the same end, it was Kriz leaving me.

I don't know what I'll do if that ever happens. I can't give her up, I don't want her to leave. My world revolves around her now.

"Hey, you okay? " I felt at tap on my shoulder and it turns out it was Jin.

I just nod at him and sighed.

He 'tsk'-ed and sat beside me. "It's gonna be fine bro, don't always think that everything will be over between you two. Malay mo pag balik nya may posibilidad na sagutin ka nya or kung hindi man, edi baka hayaan ka parin nyang manligaw sa kanya. Also think of the positive possibilities instead of the negative ones. Pati trabaho mo naaapektuhan eh, lolo said you should take a day off and just rest. "

"I think you're right, i should also think positively, the thought of her leaving me feels like hell and it was so exhausting. And yeah, maybe i needed a time off of everything. Tell gramps i said thanks. " I said.

" Sure, i'll take over the company when you're out. You also need to groom yourself bro you look like a cave man already, Kriz might really leave you if she saw you like that. " He said while chuckling.

I playfully punched his shoulder and laugh. "Yeah i will, Kriz might choose you if i don't. "

He smirked and wiggled his eyebrows. "yeah, but you can't blame her for choosing me because I'm this handsome thou. "

Napailing nalang ako. We talked for a bit more before i bid goodbye to him and entrusted the company's welfare to him. Well, he's a partial owner of it so I'm not really worried.

I am now at my car and planned to take a day off in our rest house located in Busan. Since the weather is still cold and sometimes snowing, there's a hot spring near our rest house and a very good restaurant with great quality of foods.

I just wish Kriz is here with me to enjoy this too. I promised her to visit our rest house when i told her about it. She was very enthusiastic about the food that is served in the restaurant and she said she wanted to eat them too.

If she comes back i will really bring her there and enjoy every moment with her.

While on the road i received a message from my secretary saying that the partnership contract with YZ corporation was a success and now planning to start a project together.

I replied saying that he did a good job before i turned off my phone. Just as i said. I need a time for my self, off from everything.

When i reached the rest house i took a bath at watched some TV shows before i head out wearing thick layers of shirt, sweater and coat, i wore a beanie and decided to stroll around before i eat at the restaurant.

I went to a nearby park and saw some people there walking their dogs and a group of people skating in the frozen lake. It looks fun but I'm too tired to even try. I just sat in the wooden bench and watched the people do their thing.

When the skies became dark i headed towards the restaurant to eat dinner, the cook there recognized who i am and welcomed me warmly with hugs.

"After many years you finally came back! " She happily said.

I smiled and hugged her back.

"I've been busy but i never forgot what your food tastes like "

"You really know how to flatter this old lady, come on just take a seat and I'll prepare your favorite dish. It's on the house! My husband missed you too but he can't move now and is bedridden since he was stroked. "

I frowned "I'm sorry to hear that, is your husband alright? " I asked.

She smiled at me and patted my head " he's still healthy, he just can't more around freely without help. Thanks for your concern Joonie. "

Then she disappeared into the kitchen. I forgot to tell her that i will pay for my food, i shrugged my shoulders, i still have a chance to tell her later.

The old lady just now was a friend of my mother back then when she was still a maiden, they met here in Busan and instantly became friends when mom came here for vacation. The rest house was built because of my mom, she said she wanted to be close to her friend when she visits here.

The restaurant was just a small shop back then and my mom always came to help when she has time. When i was born, mom used to bring me here that's how i became close with the old lady's family. Her name is Lee Yeon Seo and she's 6 years older than my mom, but it never became a hindrance between their friendship, mom said it's like she had a big sister because of Madam Yeon-seo.

I few moments later, Madam Yeon-seo came back with a tray containing my favorite foods.

I gave her a smile and told her i would pay for it but she insisted that I don't need to, she said that i wasn't always there and a free meal for me wouldn't hurt their business.

In the end i gave up and thanked her countless of times before i dig in my food. She watched me happily for a while before she went back into the kitchen to take care of other people's orders.

When i finished my food i helped her around the restaurant, at first she scolded me and just made me sit in the corner but she gave up when she found out that she lacks a personnel to help her around and i also insisted eagerly because i don't really have anything to do.

I was there until she closes her restaurant.

"Thankyou for your help today Joonie, you really got your traits from your mom, she was stubborn like you and liked to help around even if there was hardly anything to do. "

I just laughed and thanked her too for the free meal before i head back to our rest house.

And there i laid in my bed stared at the ceiling and Kriz's image flashed through my mind. I rolled around my bed untill i fell and hit my butt on the floor, but i didn't hurt because there was a carpet under the bed. I just sat there and sighed before i leaned my back towards the bed and closed my eyes.

Damn, i miss her so much.