Waste It On Me ( BTS - RM FF) [ON-HOLD]

Chapter 21

I woke up dizzy, even though my vision was blurred i know where i am. Once again I'm inside a hospital room.

I heard the monitor beeping. The faint sound of people fighting.. wait, fighting? They're more like yelling at each other.

"Whose fault is it huh, Namjoon?! I already told you that you're just taking her for granted now look what she's done! " it was Taehyung's voice.

"How can i know that it will turn out like this? I was young! We're in fucking highschool and I'm fucking overwhelmed with her obsession with me back then. " Namjoon.

"If you just listened to us, and cut off your ties with her years ago none of this would've happened. She looked up to you as her savior so you should've just stayed that way! " Jin.

"I know it's my fault, yes i should've listened. Until this day I'm regretting every decision i made. I thought i did the right thing. "

"I'll never forgive you if something happens to Ellie and my child. Keep that in mind Namjoon. " then i heard the door shut. I guess Taehyung went back to Ellie, i hope that they're alright.

"I don't know what to do with you Namjoon. One Kriz wakes up we'll let her decide whether she wants to stay here, but if she decided to stay away from you, I'll never let you come near her again. "

"You can't do that Jin. You're just taking advantage of this situation to have Kriz all for your self! "

"Shut up. " I uttered. My voice is hoarse.

"Kriz, you're awake. " Jin said when he saw me, he asked me if i wanted to sit down and i nodded.

"Is there anything you like? "He asked.

"W-water. "

He fetched a warm water for me while i looked at Namjoon who was staring at me. He just stood there a few meters away from me, looking at me sadly.

"Kriz.. "

I raised my hand to stop him from speaking. I grabbed the glass of water from Jin's hand and drank it.

"Jin, can you please, leave us for a minute? " I asked Jin after i drank my water.

Jin looked at Namjoon and then nodded at me.

Soon it was just me and Namjoon inside the room.

He walked towards me and sat beside me, he held my hands tightly and tears started to fall from his eyes.

"I'm sorry. "

He repeatedly said those words while kissing my hand, sobbing so quietly.

I felt pain in my chest when i saw how he tried to stop his tears from falling, wiping over and over again.

"Stop. " I said. He looked at me with pleading eyes.

"I'm sorry Kriz, I've been a jerk. Not to you but to So-Jin. If only i treated her right, all of this wouldn't happen. Ellie would've been alright and you wouldn't be here laying in a hospital bed again. "

"It already happened, you can't erase the fact that all of this happened because of you. "

"That's why I'm sorry, I'll do anything that you want so you'll forgive me. I love you Kriz, i really do. I've never felt this way before, not even for So-Jin. " His tears continued to fall from his eyes while he was looking at me.

"Where is she? " I asked.

"Who? "

"So-Jin? "